I can’t stand to even look at myself

Loved Dr Rockmore and thought he was super nice. My one request is we be super conservative for my lip lift. Instead, it was very aggressive. Way too much skin was removed, and now the corners of my mouth turn down. My scar is thick, red and hypertrophic. My scar is also not tucked neatly into the nasal fold like it should have been. Revision is not an option because we’d have to remove even more skin. My face is ruined and I can’t stand to even look at myself. This is the biggest mistake I’ve ever made and I’m devastated.