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33 Y/o Mom with 11 Y/o Mentor Implants - Lewisburg, PA
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I've been looking on real self for about 3 years...
imdoingthisJanuary 30, 2015
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I've been looking on real self for about 3 years now, watching many women go through the process of having their implants removed. I have wanted to do it for 5+ years now but quite frankly have been quite frightened by the idea of how I will look after. Just as every woman I have followed has felt. So I decided last year that 2015 was the year and I would use my tax refund as a gift to myself and have them removed. Well, I just got the refund today and got a cold chill because its finally time and Im not going to back out. I called the DR I saw about the removal 2 years ago and scheduled an appointment to talk to him for Feb 6th. I am a cocktail of mixed emotions right now. Excited, ready, quest, scared, etc. I am a single mom and while the attention my breast have gotten can be fun at times, its mainly a pain. I get men talking to my breast instead of me. People feel that its ok to ask me, quote loudly, if my boobs are real. Im a small woman. 5'1" and weigh 110 lbs. My bra size is 32D or 32DD. HEAVY AND PAINFUL. I worry about being comfortable enough naked afterward to even attempt at an intimate relationship with anyone. UGH. Im sure it won't be pretty. I've seen some amazing results on here and I am PRAYING that my results will be the same.
So I cannot actually tell what my implant sizes are because in my embarrassment of actually having implants I discarded the information from my dr who implanted me. Along with the before photos. Bad, I know. But I hated to admit even to myself that I had done this to myself and I wanted no reminders. I will try to find some pics from before and I will take pics later from now and post them.
I will be having my implants removed under local, which is honestly what I am so scared and nervous about. I get quote faint at the sight of blood. My best friend is going with me so that will be nice. Im just praying I don't chicken out. I feel that by putting this on real self that it will help me follow through.
So I cannot actually tell what my implant sizes are because in my embarrassment of actually having implants I discarded the information from my dr who implanted me. Along with the before photos. Bad, I know. But I hated to admit even to myself that I had done this to myself and I wanted no reminders. I will try to find some pics from before and I will take pics later from now and post them.
I will be having my implants removed under local, which is honestly what I am so scared and nervous about. I get quote faint at the sight of blood. My best friend is going with me so that will be nice. Im just praying I don't chicken out. I feel that by putting this on real self that it will help me follow through.
UPDATED FROM imdoingthis
29 days pre
Finally adding pics
imdoingthisFebruary 1, 2015
So I took the time this AM to take some pics to post.
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February 5, 2015
I'll bet that you will look great! I can't wait to have my balloons out. Getting deflated tomorrow to see how I will look. I feel like I will be able to exercise better.
February 6, 2015
Omg I totally agree. I feel so self conscious when I'm running and working out. The don't move right, they jump around when I lift weights, and they draw attention that I just don't want. Not to mention the pain. Ugh
I'm so happy for you! Are you nervous? I have my appointment at 8am tomorrow to go over the details and schedule the date. I'm so ready.
February 6, 2015
I am driving 3 hrs tomorrow morning! Appointment at 10:30 and yes I am nervous. I have no idea how much breast tissue I have. I've had implants for over 20 years! I have not been exercising like I used to, because the difference between my boobs is so noticeable...even in clothing! I can't wait to wear a small sports bra! : )
February 6, 2015
I am sure you are on your way by now. I'm sitting in the dr office, waiting. Thinking. What the hell am I doing?! I'm going to look horrid after. I'll never want someone to see me naked! And I'm single! Argh!
February 6, 2015
I should have had the implant removed uggggg! It feels like it's folded over! I am really flat but I actually this is the best way to do this for me. You see this doctor took over my first doctor's practice, so he never did actually see my breasts. He said he is glad I did this because now he can see exactly what we're dealing with. I will probably get a lift. Going back in 3-4 weeks to have the implants removed. They feel gross deflated, and you can see them like folded over. I feel like hard edges! I tried to take photos, but you can't see it in them. I went from 36D to 36 A-B??? I cried...it was an emotional thing to watch your boobs shrivel up before your eyes.
When my husband hugged me he said "This just feels better". He said when he looks at me, he sees my face first now. Whatever that means!
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I'm so glad it is your turn and you are here sharing your story! Please let us know how it goes on the 6th!