Full TT with Muscle Repair - Leeds, GB

My name is Sarah, I live in Leeds, UK, i'm 31 and have two children a girl aged 4 and a boy age 1. My little girl was 10lb 3oz and i stretched hugley, im 5ft 3 and weigh 8st 11. I'm having a full TT next thursday 31st October which i've wanted for a longtime! I've been left with a mummy tummy! I'm starting to get quite nervous now and im frightened i wont get the result I want from all the pain involved! I've had two c-sections is it alot more painful than a c-section? I'm really looking forward to sharing my experiences and asking you guys some questions! Thanks Sarah :-)

Both my babies were big for my size 10lb 3oz and then 8lb 14oz (5 weeks early) I've been running and doing Pilates for the past 6 months in prep for the TT and I have to admit it has changed my shape although not changed the skin!

Some people those who haven't suffered the lows of losing what used to be an ok tummy think I'm crazy because they think I'm slim and so a TT is a silly idea! But they haven't seen me naked and it's affected my relationship with myself and my hubby I'm low in confidence and have been since 2009.