Having Trouble Resisting a Smoke Here and There Before Surgery - Las Vegas, NV

So I had my surgery 3 years ago and my left breast never healed properly. I had a huge hole that I had to stuff with gauze for the first 6 months after surgery and now I have the ugliest scar ever. When I went back to my doctor he told me to go get a pigment tatoo. I have looked all over the internet for breast reduction scar treatments and I can't find ANYTHING. I can't be the only person that this has happened too. Are there ANY scar treatments out there?. I've done the scilicon sheets, been to the dermatologist and had collegen injections. Is there nothing else I can do?

Well I'm 2 days post op. I'm doing freakishly well. No pain hardly at all just super uncomfortable sleeping sitting up. I'm not allowed to take the ace bandage off for 2 more days so I have no idea what they look like yet, but I feel really small and my stomach looks huge!! I can't wait until I'm cleared to go to the gym again.

I'm having the worst anxiety I think I've ever experianced in my life. 2 days away from surgery and i'm just a mess. On top of that I started my period yesterday and I can't take ANYTHING for my cramps! Well, my doctor said tylenol but we all know Tylenol does not work for cramps, sorry. I'm just worried about everything. My husband grabbed my boobs last night and I started thinking, "wow, he's not going to be able to touch me like that anymore" so of course then I start having second thoughts as to if I even want to do this anymore or not. Everyone on these blogs sound pretty happy especially 6-9 months after surgery so I'm just hoping I end up the same way. I just want this to be done already!!