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20 Years of Saline Implants
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ponytail2April 20, 2016
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Hello everyone at Real Self and thank you for all your pictures/support.
Surgery schedule for 5/6/16. At this time I am very nervous so let me begin my story.
At the age of 28 I had my first BA of saline implants under the muscle. I went from AA/A to a full B cup with 250cc. At first I took some time to get used to them. I felt shy/embarrassed but then got used to my BA. About a year later I met my husband got married and had two children. I breast feed my first child for 2yrs and then my second child for 4yrs. I decided to replace my first implants in 2006 since I had them for a total of 10yrs. My second set of implants were bigger because I told my PA that I wanted them to be rounded/fuller(stupid me). He then replaced them with 375cc moderate profile saline but filled them up to 425cc which brought me to a full C cup. In the last few years I feel that they have gotten too big and they have changed in shape. Initially I got my BA because I was really really super flat and was embarrassed. Everyone in my family including my mother was D/DD so here I was the ugly duck.
I was originally scheduled with my first PA who performed both surgeries to have them removed 3/2/16 but at the last minute in the hospital I panic and left. By the way I traveled to the Island of Puerto Rico, took time off from work to have this procedure done. PA was very upset with me and it became a mess. Basically he didn't support my removal decision on my pre-op appointment which was 36 hrs. prior to the surgery date and made me feel uncomfortable telling me that I was not going to look good and should put a smaller size with a lift. The whole experience was horrible never been so stressed and depressed.
I came back home and found another PA which I immediately felt comfortable. He said he will remove my implants but advised me that it will be shocking to see myself especially after having them for so long (20yrs). I am terrified to do this but I don't want anymore surgeries down the round as I mentioned before I am 48 going on 49yr. Awful!! My husband has never seen me without implants so it will be shocking to him as well. I don't think I will take my top off for some time. I hope my skin retracts...
Surgery schedule for 5/6/16. At this time I am very nervous so let me begin my story.
At the age of 28 I had my first BA of saline implants under the muscle. I went from AA/A to a full B cup with 250cc. At first I took some time to get used to them. I felt shy/embarrassed but then got used to my BA. About a year later I met my husband got married and had two children. I breast feed my first child for 2yrs and then my second child for 4yrs. I decided to replace my first implants in 2006 since I had them for a total of 10yrs. My second set of implants were bigger because I told my PA that I wanted them to be rounded/fuller(stupid me). He then replaced them with 375cc moderate profile saline but filled them up to 425cc which brought me to a full C cup. In the last few years I feel that they have gotten too big and they have changed in shape. Initially I got my BA because I was really really super flat and was embarrassed. Everyone in my family including my mother was D/DD so here I was the ugly duck.
I was originally scheduled with my first PA who performed both surgeries to have them removed 3/2/16 but at the last minute in the hospital I panic and left. By the way I traveled to the Island of Puerto Rico, took time off from work to have this procedure done. PA was very upset with me and it became a mess. Basically he didn't support my removal decision on my pre-op appointment which was 36 hrs. prior to the surgery date and made me feel uncomfortable telling me that I was not going to look good and should put a smaller size with a lift. The whole experience was horrible never been so stressed and depressed.
I came back home and found another PA which I immediately felt comfortable. He said he will remove my implants but advised me that it will be shocking to see myself especially after having them for so long (20yrs). I am terrified to do this but I don't want anymore surgeries down the round as I mentioned before I am 48 going on 49yr. Awful!! My husband has never seen me without implants so it will be shocking to him as well. I don't think I will take my top off for some time. I hope my skin retracts...
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UPDATED FROM ponytail2
4 days pre
Anxiety kicking in...
ponytail2May 1, 2016
Getting very anxious as my surgery date gets closer. Only 5 days to go! Having mix feelings but trying not to think about it. I keep telling myself there are always options down the road.
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May 2, 2016
I'm wanting to have my saline implants taken out as well. I'm a little scared, nervous. Hoping everything will go well. I haven't found a dr yet. I will look for one soon. I want the best of course. I'm experiencing an uncomfortable feeling in my right upper breast so this is just one reason I want mine out. Not to mention my mom had breast cancer years ago. She is now 88. Probally shouldn't have gotten them to start with. I too went down in size after having my 3rd baby. Eager to hear how your surgery goes. Keep us/me informed. Would love to know. THANKS!
May 2, 2016
Thank you I will keep posting. I don't know if I ever went down in size because I had my implants before having children and then I exchanged them. I hope I didn't because I was an A/AA before implants/children:-)
May 16, 2016
I have had my saline implants for 23 years and am having them removed tomorrow and also getting a lift. After reading this site, I am convinced it is the right thing to do before something happens. I am a little nervous but more excited than anything!
May 2, 2016
Hi there! I have my surgery scheduled for May 13th. I'm nervous too, but have come to the conclusion that having my own breasts is better than these foreign objects in my body that can breakdown or leech into my system at any time... best of luck to you with your surgery and I bet you look better than you anticipate! XO
May 2, 2016
Thank you. I can't believe that by Friday afternoon I will be flat:-( Oh well embrace it.
May 2, 2016
Yea, I know, but instead of looking at it as being flat, try to look at it as being EMPOWERED and CONFIDENT! Every time I look at someone with implants now, I think of my own insecurity when I got them...after all, besides having reconstructive surgery, it's what brought all of us under the knife in the first place. There's something empowering in knowing you don't need them any more to be confident. GO US!!! :) LOL
May 2, 2016
Hey ponytail. I'm so glad you have found another PS and are having your explant in 4 days. 2 months for me today and I just wanted to tell you I feel great!! It was so worth it. I know you read my story and it wasn't an option for me due to health reasons. Recovery takes a little while. I rested for almost a month to ensure healing went well. I am fully back on track now and loving my natural, small breasts. And I look and feel so much slimmer. I'm sure you will feel so positive and wish you the best of luck for friday :-)
May 3, 2016
You're going to do great! If you were able to get through two BAs then I believe you will be fine through explant! I'm also looking to explant and I am thankful for you sharing your story. My husband has also never seen me without them except for pictures. I've had mine for 10 years this July and I cannot wait to get them out!!! Good luck, rooting for you! :)
May 3, 2016
Thank you. I don't mind going through the surgery. I am scared of the outcome. Am i going to look normal or deformed!!
UPDATED FROM ponytail2
1 day post
Flat...nothing..
ponytail2May 7, 2016
Flatter than anyone on this site. Even my doctor told my husband that he didn't think I was going to be happy with my results and that he would probably see me back again to re-implant. My husband didn't want to tell me this because he didn't want me to get upset:-(
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May 7, 2016
Of course the PS said this, he has a revolving door of perfect breasts that "aren't happy". You knew it was going to be ugly in the beginning, give your body the benefit of the doubt. I see a little something in there :)
May 7, 2016
awww...I see something squishing up on the top of the bandage and possible lower too...you are obviously bound very tight....can't wait to see without the bandages. Bet you will look similar to pre BA
May 8, 2016
Thank you. I just have to wait and see. I can shower on Monday and my stitches come out next Friday.
May 8, 2016
I think that is awful your doc said that, shame on him! He just doesn't understand that natural beauty is more beautiful! Dont listen to him, be your own judge. I see skin being squished up so I think you have more than you think. Plus, tiny and sporty is so cute and seen all over the fashion world these days :). My fingers are crossed that you are happy with your outcome! Just give it some time to do some fluffing! Xoxo
May 9, 2016
I agree with Grateful7 - shame on your a$$hole doctor for saying that to your husband... and, yes, plastic surgeon's will always give you a reason to be "unhappy" with yourself - it's what pays for their current model Mercedes. You will be gorgeous and you should be SO proud of yourself for doing something that YOU wanted to do for YOU, not for anyone else. XOXO
May 13, 2016
In my opinion you are lucky because you still have quite breast tissue. And it's only first week.
You should be positive.
Ánimos! :*
You should be positive.
Ánimos! :*
May 13, 2016
Yo tambien creo que estas muy bien! Vaya desgraciado el medico, pero como se puede ser tan mal profesional!
May 13, 2016
Qué sorpresa ver tu respuesta en español!
Pues es cierto que tus pechos están muy bien, eso que dijiste de que eras la más plana del sitio para nada, em absoluto! Supongo que has visto tú pocos reviews por aquí, yo en estas últimas semanas he visto como 100 y te puedo asegurar que hay bastantes más mujeres con bastante menos que tú, con pechos muchísimo más flácidos, y no es que me guste comparar pero vengo a decirte esto porque te puedo asegurar que muchas de ellas consiguieron con los meses unos pechos mas rellenos y un gran mejoría en su piel sobrante, así que no te agobies, cuidate y deja tu tu cuerpo trabaje.
La próxima semana te veo en el otro lado y si te sirve de consuelo yo pagaría por tener tanto tejido como tú! Así que arriba mujer que en unos meses te vas a ver genial!!
Te mando un abrazo!
Pues es cierto que tus pechos están muy bien, eso que dijiste de que eras la más plana del sitio para nada, em absoluto! Supongo que has visto tú pocos reviews por aquí, yo en estas últimas semanas he visto como 100 y te puedo asegurar que hay bastantes más mujeres con bastante menos que tú, con pechos muchísimo más flácidos, y no es que me guste comparar pero vengo a decirte esto porque te puedo asegurar que muchas de ellas consiguieron con los meses unos pechos mas rellenos y un gran mejoría en su piel sobrante, así que no te agobies, cuidate y deja tu tu cuerpo trabaje.
La próxima semana te veo en el otro lado y si te sirve de consuelo yo pagaría por tener tanto tejido como tú! Así que arriba mujer que en unos meses te vas a ver genial!!
Te mando un abrazo!
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Hey there! Welcome, and thank you so much for sharing your story with us in this awesome community. It's a big decision, and we are all here to support you. Have you discovered our Breast Implant Removal forum yet? Here's a great post to get you started. Good luck, and please keep us updated regularly!
Breast Implant Removal Tips (Pre-op, Surgery Day, and Post-op)
Yestarday I had my pre-op, and I will remove my implants on 21th of May and I don't have tissue neither so I am terrified but at the same time I am looking forward to feel me free of those billar balls, they doesn't suit me, or with my life style neither, Always I have felt very ashamed.
I hope you are better.
I send you a big hug!!