Bbl

Im going to istanbul for bbl procedure surgeon metin kerem. Im Scotland the bbl starts from £6000 + depending on the amount of lipo areas. Im getting nervous as in one week time, the company have arranged all my transfers and accommodation with breakfast included for the week in a 5* hotel i only had to get my flights and all in with garments and booty pillow supplied by them its cost £3950 iv put before pics on and ill put wish pics on and document all my stages.
Iv chosen this surgeon as even though he isnt the cheapest he has alot of positive feedback and results with this procedure which gives me more peace of mind.
Hopefully i get the results im looking for and all goes to plan!!!

This is a few pics of what i would like. Im actually in a daze havent bought anything yet apart from arnica tablets and havent packed or anything feels strange like a dream and talking about dreams im all over the place scared to be in a different country recovering without my family what if something goes wrong and i dont see my kids again all because of a bum!!!! Am i being selfish? Everyone thinks im crazy

Thats me heading to airport with my mum who doesnt agree with any of this but will come for a free holiday!!! Lol well heads all over the place and gonny miss my kids so much