Finally Writing my Journey!!
So hello ladies!!!!! I have finally plucked up the...- Houston, TX
So hello ladies!!!!! I have finally plucked up the courage to come and write on here. Have been months of researching and following all your wonderful journeys.
Bbl soon coming! Nervous as hell but hopefully be all worth it. Plus going by myself Which is going to be a nightmare I'm sure especially having to fly back to the UK.
Anyways so sent in my pics to Dr Cortes etc been told I have to put on weight! 15/20lbs yeh I could do that! Just eat and drink everything and anything!!! YES!!!:)
NO!!!!! Has been the hardest thing ever!!! I have actually put on weight now finally . 15lbs since Oct is not too bad I suppose. I'm just hoping it will be enough as I have my review 1month before surgery.
If he says its still not enough I will literally die!!!!
Probably the heaviest I've been and I don't even remember feeling like this when I was pregnant.
I can't fit into any of my clothes,underwear etc you name it. Thongs stuck up my ass and all sorts!!!
Now do I buy new clothes just to fit now but is it worth it? I'm gonna have to buy new clothes when I'm all done up anyway errrrgggh pulling out my hair. Feel so ugly :(
Well be back soon guys need to shove some more food down me
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Little Update
I so can't wait to detox!!!!
So Ive been told that if I carrying on eating ill be obese, not knowing the reason why I'm eating like a pig. Still don't know why I'm stuffing my face so much now I'm sure I've put on enough but my bf says it's never enough the more the better.
Easy for him to say! He says its better that if too much fat it can be thrown away, too less and ill be very dissapointed that I didnt eat.
Anyway so he is the only person that knows! I've kinda hid it from everyone as my family are very opinionated and always have something to say and to be honest I don't to be up for disscussion. I just wanna get on with it and get it over with so I can get back to normal. My on. When I get there and how my recovery will go with noone there to help me. Then I have the long flight back help me!!!!
Anyway enough of my moaning! Probably just woke up on the wrong side but thanks for reading girls be back soon!
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