2 years later? Not one REGRET????????????
Hey lovely people! Hope all is well! I haven't updated in so long! But I miss it! And wanted to share how I am looking now that it has been nearly 2 years omg time FLIES! I have got nothing but great compliments on my new look! Most people don't even notice that my boobs aren't real! And I can't tell you how excited that makes me! My whole goal was to make sure they didn't look over the top fake! I was so nervous for them to come out too big an everyone be able to tell! I wanted them to look as natural as fake boobs can look!???????? I couldn't be more pleased with my results even after two years I'm so thankful that I made this decision for my self because it has changed my life in so many good ways!! I have so many friends an family members who now want to go to my dr an get there's done too!! My confidence has sky rocketed And I feel so much more beautiful it's insane what boobs can do for women! Haha! I hope every one can't be as happy as I am with their purchases on their tatas!! Love you all this blog site helped me so much through my journey before and after I hope it can help everyone else who is thinking about going through with this too! If any one has any questions don't hesitate Feel free to message me any time anyone! ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Oh my goodness it's been a year an a month!
Hello! I know I haven't been updating alot recently! So I apologize about that! Life has been crazy! A insane roller coaster my gosh! These warlocks have for sure taken over me! Haha I haven't been taking anyone's crap! Been trying to do me an not care what everyone says or thinks! I still can't believe how much confidence I have now since my surgery, I most definitely have grown up a bunch this year! Learned a lot! Although my poor boyfriend who was there by my side helping me heal an recover an supported me with my decision, isn't liking them very much anymore, they have some how caused an abundance of fights/ arguments, he seems to think they have gotten in the way ;( changed my attitude an everything, but I still feel the same inside, an think I am the same girl he fell in love with it's just been so many years an he was used to me being shy an subtle an not so confident, I think it's a beautiful thing that I have so much confidence now but he thinks I think I'm hot [RS bleep] now;( I never use to be cocky at all an I don't think I am now, but I just am not afraid of showing some cleveage now or wearing sexy things like I use to before when I was a flat little boy lol my birthday is in a few days an I'm so excited to turn 26! An to have the body I have always wanted finally and I couldn't be happier with my look, honestly I don't see anything wrong with loving your body the way I do, I'm not trying to be some [RS bleep] star I mean shesh! I just like my body now an feel good about it:) I hope everyone is doing amazing! An loving their selves because you are all beautiful!
Summertime is here finally!
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21 May 2014
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11 months post
Oh my gosh how is everyone?! I'm doing good! can't wait for pool parties an beach parties! Been loving my new look still of course however still trying to keep them on the down low so been looking for swim suit tops that don't show them off that much lol but it is hard! I want to show them off but don't want everyone to know they're fake lol I can't stop swim suit shopping! Victoria's Secret definitely has got all my $$! Haha I've bought a few new pieces, currently waiting for one bikini in the mail! Still experiencing numbness on my right bottom side of boob, but nipple sensation is still there thank god! I do feel sometimes maybe I went too big on the size I choose ;/ like sometimes it's uncomfortable to cuddle with my man because they get in the way sometimes lol or if were having sex an he's on top laying on them kinda hurts haha so I do sometimes wish I had went a little smaller ha but I don't regret them at all! they have given me this confidence I never thought I would have I almost can't believe it, it's kind of bad in some ways, they make me feel more sexy an beautiful an I know it's all in my head I'm sure but it has gotten me in some trouble lol trying to stay the humble sweet little girl I was, it is a little harder than I thought, I didn't want this to change me that much especially not a bad change atleast. Also I would like to add, I don't have many friends, you know after high school every one falls out of touch, an so I have a few close ones, well they all moved far so I don't see them as much as I would like, an it has been hard to make new friends, I sometimes feel maybe do these new girls I try to hang out with not wanna be my friend or get close to me because could they be intimidated by me in some way? They don't have perfect bodies or fake boobs, an I don't think I'm perfect in anyway at all but they have made comments about how they think i am, I mean I do love to work out an stay fit an lean an toned, an I do feel way prettier than I use to so I do show a lot more confidence, it has just made me kind of sad, to think before I had these boobs some girls hated me for being as skinny as I am and have been the same size since I was 14,just how I was born and I was never happy with my body ever I was always jealous of the girls with big boobs, or any boobs at all! Lol so now I finally am where I wanna be but feeling like it's kind of lonely here ha , however I hope everyone is doing amazing