34B to 34DD

Ok folks, after spending countless nights going through a ton of reviews and annoying my hubs with boob pictures, I have decided to start documenting my journey. I always kind of joked about getting implants but never actually thought I would go through with it. Anyhow after breastfeeding 2 kids its become a necessary thing and it was an underlying agreement between the hubs and I once we realized the deflation after baby #1, then I breastfed #2 for 15 months and now I don't even want him to look at them naked.
I had my consultation on 12/3/13, it went great I took a friend and she asked questions I didn’t think to ask. I really like my doc, so much so that I cancelled the other consults I had and scheduled my surgery date (12/26). We decided on 550ccs silicon in the office. I tried them on with clothes and all and they looked really great but now that I have had the time to mull it over and read more reviews (lol), I’m afraid they are going to be too big. I’ve read about volume loss and settling but still I am thinking of going with 500ccs instead. I go back for pre-op next week so maybe I’ll change my mind back. Doc says with my prior stretching and the dual plane placement that they won't seem so big once they settle in.
I have looked at a lot of you that have 500+ ccs and on some people they are big and some small. Aaarrrgh, so confusing, I wish there was some kind of standard. I left out the part earlier about me doing rice sizers this week and that adding to my freakout. I need to get this done ASAP bc the longer I have to think about it, the more I'm freaking out. Any advice is appreciated!!!

So I am freaking out about complications and capsular contraction. Should I hire a maid? I don't want to do anything that's going to cause any undue stress to me. Did I mention I have a 22 mo old? Omg what am I to do I read one moms review and she said she couldn't/ didn't pick her tot up for 10 days. On the plus side I'll have full time help for about a week following. Is that going to be enough?

I'm still nervous about going with 550 but feeling better after seeing them on others. I don't really care if they look fake um they will be lol. My hubby has instructed me to get big fake boobies or "big perkies" as he calls them lol. I told my doc all of this. I really love my hubs for letting me do this. He knows how uncomfortable I have been being naked lately. He knows its not for him but for me, he has never been much of a boob man. My preop is Tuesday so I wish it would get here already. My dad comes to town on Wednesday so between running around with him and kids and Christmas prep maybe my mind will be preoccupied.