The new me!

I had another page on this site but for some reason it didn't let me edit my doctor, so I just created a new page! I'm very excited as my procedure is less than a month and a half away! I chose the perfect doc bc I want to look very natural and curvy. I'm already pretty curvy and have hips but my waist is big and I have a lot of lower back fat and flat butt. It's actually an odd shaped butt because of all of the fat that is sitting on top of it. My goal is not to look like nicki manaj. I just want a nice round butt and small waist and this back and stomach fat sucked out lol. And I simply cannot wait!! I talked to his patient coodinator, Lucy, and she confirmed that I do not need to gain anymore weight for the bbl. With the initial pics that I sent he wanted me to gain 10 to 15 lbs. But those pics didn't show just how obese I really am lol. So I sent them more up close and personal pictures of my fat lol. So now I just have to reserve my hotel, reserve rental car, and buy my flight tickets! Oh and get my shopping check off list together. I have no idea what I will need yet. I will post pics soon and keep my page updated especially after I get my new shape! 42 more days!!

I can't wait until December 4th!! I gained a few pounds and Dr. Cortes confirmed that I do not have to gain anymore for the surgery! I am sooo fat!! Lol. And you see how my butt slants in?? That's because all of the fat that is sitting on top of it! Gross gross gross! I will say that I do not want a lot of hips added..maybe 100 cc per hip if that. I think once he takes my waist down a lot then my hips will pop out a lot more. But ill see what he says on my pre op appt on dec 3rd.

I do not have a lot of support on this procedure. My mom thinks I am crazy. I haven't told a lot of ppl bc I don't want to be known as the girl that got a butt lift lol. So out of 3 friends that I did tell, only one can go but not the whole time. My surgery is on a wed and she can't come until Thursday and she will pick me up from the hospital. And she will leave sunday but I will not leave until monday. So its been a little discouraging and I also do not want to worry my parents. I just know that they will be worried about me and I hate to put them through that. But I really want this surgery bc it will change my life. Ive always been very self conscious about my buttocks. I just wish I could get more excited about my surgery even without all the support. Have any of you experienced this?