going with vanity miami dr hasan

So I'm getting super stressed. I have a little over two weeks before my surgery and instead of gaining weight I lost three lbs. wtf. Idk what to do. I'm scared I won't be able to get a nice ass. I tried ensure, milk shakes, eating burgers and fries every other day. Somebody pleasssssse help a sista out. My metabolism is [RS bleep] ridiculous. I need at least 15 lbs or they will have to get my arms done and that is my last resort. It's typically 300 degrees in Texas for the summer. I would die from a heat stroke with all that [RS bleep] on.

I just really couldn't shake the nervous feeling I had about going with dr hasan. He has some greatttttt results. But after reading that news report my feelings changed toward him. Jessica made me feel better about the situation as far as saying that no charges were filed against him because there was no neglect on his part. But him not being board certified in plastic surgery does not sit well with me. I mean he's a dermatologist. That's like a gynecologist changing your filling. He is good but there has to be a reason he is not certified. Dr fisher has ok work I just don't see it enough. Lawd!!! I may be going somewhere else soon. I hate that I am contemplating hasan still. Is that crazy??

I'm going for this look. I love her shape she had her entire body done. Boobs butt hips.