Tummy Tuck and lipo to mons pubis area. 27 years old

Some pics of this morning felt so good for while I stopped taking my contraceptive pill for a week and felt amazing then had to take it again and had double hormones in and couldn't stop that hungry sad feeling! I think it's settling again now coz feeling more like myself. I'm still swelling at top of my stomach where I had lipo it's taking forever to go down. Working out most days and eating better (work in progress) I know it takes time.
Off to Jamaica next Friday for two weeks I literally cannot wait. Not feeling totally body confident but I think my moods play a massive part in that.
Feeling good this morning.
Haven't used anything on my scar yet.

Didn't want to upload pics coz I feel so blahhhh. But will upload again when the swelling seems to go down. (Just eaten as well and need nap.)

I have stopped wearing my garment as well which I think I am going to start wearing again at least at night. It's just like Spanx shorts. My boobs have seemed to have got so much better recently too. I've got measured and they had grown 2/3 sizes.

Scar doesn't bother me n I'm not using anything on it at the moment but it's just the swelling. And the roundness, the stomach is often hard too when u press it.

The pubis area has gone down more but still abit hard in the middle. deff more sensitive since the op but no problems. I think coz the swelling has gone down more there when my stomach swells it looks bigger too. ANNOYING.

Going to Jamaica in 6 weeks thought I would be slimmer by now! There's still time.

Brought some new clothes! Amazing. Went to my friends wedding recently and felt great. Often feel fabulous on my thin days. Then sometimes I feel super bloated or swollen and never know if this is my body or is it still taking time to go down! Esp since I don't have a period I don't know when my symptoms show also! Feeling fat today :-( my swelling in mostly at top of my stomach where I had the lipo and I know that can take time to go down. I find when I'm really busy I get swollen more quickly.

Need to get back eating healthy. I can't believe I paid all this money and I'm still eating pizza! I'm going to the gym again now regularly circuit work and steam room. Need to go harder though some exercises I feel pulls and the tightness come but fine on machines. Did a 5k walk as well last weekend.

Anyone else get this feeling?