31 Year Old 3 Kids Having a BA 300cc High Profile Mentor - London, GB

After bf 3 children and especially my third I lost what little breast tissue I had to start with. I ended up with empty top boobs and found finding bras to fit really difficult, they would gape at the top. I've always been unhappy with my boobs but this was the tipping point I needed to do something about it. In less than 2 weeks I will be having them done and I'm so anxious about the whole procedure and recovery!

This time next week I will have boobs. I've got my check in time, 7:30am (it's going to be an early start!) I've sorted a friend to pick me up later. I'm going on my own which I'm pretty nervous about. I've got two Triumph sports bras for after surgery and not sure what else to get, any tips? Has anyone else gone on their own?

I'm getting really anxious. The last two nights I've just had anxiety dream after anxiety dream. I get them whenever I'm worrying about something so I'm not surprised. I keep hugging the kids and wanting to cry. I'm terrified of something going wrong and I'm feeling really selfish. Then on the other hand I'm so excited to finally be doing this. Something I've wanted to do for half my life. I'm trying to get work done and the house tidy, washing up to date so that I don't have things to do when I'm recovering for the first few days. I'm worried about my toddler she's 1 1/2 and extremely cuddly, how am I going to pick her up and cuddle her?