29 Y.o. Mom 2 Kids, Lift with P.a.m. and Armpit Site Implants. Round, High Profile, Sientra Gummy Implants

I've been wanting breast for more than 10 years now. I've done all the research I could possibly stick my nose in. 8 years ago I paid for a consultation with Dr Vaughan in greenwood sc when he first opened his clinic. He didn't really help me pick a size, or measure me, just put a basket of implants in front of meach with a sports bra and told me when I find the size I want to let him know. Thank god I didn't have the money then to do it. The implant I chose was way to big for my breast base width and was almost 500cc's!! Lol but it was a very good learning experience for me. Although his implant sizing tactics was horrible then...not sure how they are now. He did have a mind full of knowladge. I wrote down key words to Google later and educate myself. And he did my cousins breast and they turned out amazing. She had perfect boobs before hand though. But back on topic.... so I spent many years looking at more boobs than any boy has ever thought about and reading and watching every utube video I could find. Started saving up my money 20 bucks at a time. Lol so 8 years later I now have enough to go ahead. I had 2 consultations 5 months ago. One with dr. Orsik of Greenville sc.....he was awful to me. Beside have terrible bed side manner he told in his exact words "I can give you boobs so you can walk around this summer with your little low cut tops on." Mind you his tone of voice made this so inappropriate. I'm a very modest person with children and right after he degraded me like that I got up from my seat said no thank you and left. He didn't bother to get to know me or what I was interested in. And I chose him for his wonderful work in reconstruction, and asymmetry. As my breast are asymmetric from an infection I got while breastfeeding and lost tissue in my left breast. But he was a total sleeze ball and rude. The other Dr I had a consultation with was Dr. McFadden of Greenville sc. He has perfect bedside manners. Gets to know you, listens and answers any questions. Has an absolute amazing staff, I absolutely love those girls and trust then all with my breast job. Dr. McFadden is VERY well skilled and educated about breast surgery and will sit for hours and explain everything to you in simple terms. And he does not throw a basket of implants at you and says go nuts! Lol he takes your measurements, ask what look your going for....give him a picture and he'll make it happen. But most importantly he'll let you know how it will work on your body and what's best for your body but will give you whatever you choose. Amazing dr! So I booked my surgery for spring break when my kids are out of school and I got 3 days until surgery. So nervous but so happy. But what put my mind at ease the most....because I'm so ocd is that if I want anything changed...say I'm to critical and think my nipples are perfectly even. He will adjust it for $200 ( local anesthesia cost) as many times as I want up to one year after my surgery. Only reason I would have to pay more than $200 for a revision is if I wanted to go bigger or smaller and then I have to pay the cost of the anesthesiologist to be put under again. But I will upload before pics of my sad boobs, and my wish pics, and the picture I gave dr. Mcfadden to recreate on me. Oh and I got laser stretch mark removal through his office too! Not done with all my treatments but gosh I'll upload before pics and after pics from stretch mark removal on my boobs too. Lol

It is bad that the only thing I can think of right now is if they will make them big enough???? Lol I read so many reviews of people waking up unhappy with the size, wishing they'd gone bigger. And I want big boobs......but I know I would feel so provocative in a tank top with big o boobs. Lol I'm the type of person who feels weird if people are looking at me, like there looking for my flaws or something. Lol but when I go out and I know my [RS bleep] on que then I want big boobs and I want to be admired......I'm such a complex person. Lol I guess I will just tell the Jo, she's Dr. Mcfadden's surgery assistant that I meet with yesterday about size and my final questions,...but I'll probably end up telling her that if she's in doubt to go on the bigger side of what suits my body fram. Lol

Wow, I promise I am not a dummy. But I would totally agree I need to calm my nerves and slow down to check my spelling and grammer!! Lmbo oh and they have me on these medical vitamins. They are so strong that my pee is atomic radiation yellow and I'm pretty sure I could filter it and nourish 7 children from a 3rd world country. Lol I'll upload a picture of them. I also googled these vitamins before hand and they are from really good sources.
And they gave me my prescriptions before hand as well because I won't receive any IV pain meds there at there facility. My husband suggested I take one of the pain meds Percocet and one of the Valium. Seeing as I have never had ither of these medications it would be awful to take it and have an allergic reaction after surgery. But no allergic reaction thank godness. Valium was weird, kind made me realize just how stressed out I was, and then I took a nice long nap. Lol and the pain medication I only took half of, it made my stomach weird but gave me energy. I'm assuming once I'm in pain the reaction will be diffrent. But no bad reactions to them. My mom can't take any pain pills. She's allergic to like everything! Lol