Regret, Want These Out! - Georgia

I had my surgery yesterday. Not feeling too bad, most of the soreness and pain is coming from the drain tubes. It was a really long day yesterday. My surgery was scheduled for 1:30 but the op before mine was running late so I didn't get taken back until after 4. As soon as I got back there, they gave me something to calm me down bc I was really nervous c and next thing I know I was waking up. I was in a good bit of pain and almost all of it seemed to come from the incisions. Nothing they gave me really helped until I got something to take by mouth. Today hasn't been too bad. The drain incisions are just so tender and the bra keeps putting pressure on them but nothing compared to when I had the implants put in. So just taking it easy and ready to be back at 100%.

I am so nervous. My surgery is scheduled for tomorrow. I have to be at the hospital at 11:30 and my surgery is at 1:30. I wish it was earlier in the day, but I'm ready for it to be here. I am really worried for how the recovery is going to be and especially because I have to have drain tubes in. Just ready to be on the other side of this journey!

My explant is scheduled for this Thursday and I am so nervous. I'm ready to get this over with but I am so worried about the after. How am I going to feel? I already know I will have drainage tubes in and I'm scared about how those will be. I Def don't want to go under GA again but I want these things out. I just want to be myself again. I can't sleep at night and I'm just so depressed that I did this to myself. I just want all of this behind me.