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@cubanmeme86 I am on research overload.... I wake up on YouTube and fall asleep on YouTube. lol!!! 14 years researched out but I couldn't agree with you more. My recovery and end result are really my major concern. I have this, expect the worst hope for the best attitude and I kinda hate that approach to this particular situation. Trying to change my mind set. I wish I can be more focused on the excitement of buying my 1st bikini in over 14 yrs. To think I spent my entire 20's and some of my teens & 30's covered up in shame brings me to tears... So are you getting a TT too? Tks so much for the feedback. I need all the support I can get.

Yep TT, breast lift, lipo on my arms, back, hips, knees, neck and inner thigh. It will be divided into 2 surgeries and let me tell you I still don't know what im doing on the first one. I guess im waiting to see my doctor for the first time and discuss with him what would be the first one while his looking at my body. Im in no rush, I want to do things right! the only thing im a little freaked out about is that I don't know him in person yet. I picked him because my aunt is a doctor in Miami and he came highly recommended, she will also be taking care of me after the surgery. My surgery is March 17, only a week away! I have looed at every single picture in on Google at least 3 times, and the You tube videos got me freaked out. I know how you feel, Im actually 27 years old and I do not want to wait another year to enjoy my body. Im at the top of career and do not plan to have any more children. I just want to enjoy my beach time and summer without feeling self conscious about what I'm wearing. It's so great to have support the way you do! Everyone on my side is telling that I don't need any surgery bla bla bla, and how I'm going to waist my money. I don't care, Im going to do what makes me happy and that is all that matters!

Sweetheart, you only live once. I feel so vain doing this but I'm done with hiding like a hermit crab...lol!! Everyone tells me how beautiful I am inside and I want my outside to reflect that beauty. I look like I'm 80 yrs old with 10 kids. I've been the same way for 14 yrs. My second pregnancy did nothing to me bc I had soooo much room for her to grow from my first 10 yrs before.... You gotta do what makes you happy. I haven't met my Dr either not till 2 days before my initial appt. I did all the research I can do and I'm okay with that. As long as you've done the same be content with your finally decision. Remember this is for you!! You deserve this!! I'm so excited for you!!! Can't wait to see ur results. You'll be done before me...

@This.is.me Tks!! I'm realizing that most posts are linked by the mental, physical and emotional aspects of this journey we are all on. What an amazing feeling to know one is not alone...

So did u do it?