12/6/13 TT and BA - Florida, FL

So Much has happened I haven't been on here posting stuff. I hope all you ladies are doing good.
More than a month ago I broke up with my boyfriend that I was with for 6 years because he didn't appreciate me and was caught cheating. even after surgery he made me feel I wasn't good enough. I guess you can say I'd rather do bad on my own.
right now I'm just focusing on my self Esteem. now he is asking what he has to do to get me back on what should he change about himself. But I already been through so much That right now all I want to do is be by myself. I dont know what I want. And I Sure don't understand why does it take someone to lose someone in order to realize what they had was the best. Im torn because I feel like I lost the love for him after all I been threw. I guess only time will tell.
These pics were takin on my bday I went to florida for a week to relax. Now back to reality

Thank u for ur votes its funny everyone picked purple. I felt fat n ugly in everything. Last min I threw this on I was mad everything was goin wrong. I wanted to go get my Hair done but his sister's said I shouldn't n do it myself they would help me. I hated my hair but at the end of the night I got a lot of compliments wich made me feel better. Idk why us woman go threw this feeling fat and ugly n insecure!!!