REVIS BABE!

Hi Dolls, so it's been a while since I've posted anything on RealSelf. Things haven't been so perfect after all.. My left breast is lower then my right and now it's rippling and I been getting infections and dry patches on my aerola. Dr.Revis did say it would even out but it didn't. And when I lay on my side then sit back up or get up my breast looks like a "cone" then goes back to normal. At random times I feel pains, some areas I can't feel, and I have tissue scars. I was trying to think positive for months but this is reality.

Finally! I got the energy to take few pics today. :)
Update:
I'm still recovering/healing one boob is slightly higher then the other one but I'm feeling at ease that it should go down in time.
I am off Pain & Muscle Relaxers for several days now. I still have moderate pain and shortness of breath for some reason but I'm trying to push through. I still can't sleep on my back or side. I tried and although I can lift myself up without using my arms it's really painful.
My husband said he misses me and I do too. Can't wait to be myself and fully healed! :)

It's been the same with pain. I miss being able to walk longer then 25 minutes. If it's longer, I feel out of breath and in severe pain where I'm literally holding my breast, walking very slow and trembling in pain. This happened when I went grocery shopping and I wasn't even pushing the cart! People looked at me like I was crazy or with a concerned face, but all I wanted was to sit somewhere anywhere and disappear to rest. I miss being able to sleep on my back, stomach, and side. I been asked for pictures and I just been too much in pain to have someone take a picture of me when I'm not feeling well. I love Dr.Revis he's very sweet and professional. I just have so much to heal from. If I try sleeping on my back it feels as if a heavy weight is compressing my lungs and ribcage and something is trying to stop me from breathing in. Every hour to every two hours at night I wake up in really bad severe excruciating pain where I sit up even more and hold on to my breast. I'm not trying to scare anyone I'm simply saying how I feel as of now. I can't wait to read this and be normal and tear from happiness at my progress and finally tell myself without having pain "it was all worth it."