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First I hated my implants now I love them
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Prior to getting implants I was a extremely small...
everythinghappensforareasonJuly 17, 2016
Prior to getting implants I was a extremely small A (34 a). I thought getting implants was the solution and would make me feel like a woman instead of a 12 year old girl. Two weeks after my 29th birthday I got the implants. The day of surgery I was so nervous but the doctor assured me that I was going to be okay. 3 days post op I was so depressed, they looked huge! I am 5'3 about 140 and he gave me a full C-D. I asked him for a c which was portion to my body. It's been a month today and everybody says I look great. Funny because I don't feel great. I am so depressed. They don't feel like they are part of my body. I've been reading about all these horror stories about the toxic silicone it scares me so much. I want to have kids in a year or two and breast feed and I don't want to hurt my child God forbid if the silicone starts leaking. I rather take them out early so my breast snaps back to what they use to be. I wish I loved myself and appreciated how I looked before. I really don't like these implants and I'm afraid to tell people since they think I look great and better. I'm giving it till six months which is on December 17th. I'm still probably going to want them out. My boyfriend has been my biggest supporter, I just feel like I've been bugging him with my unhappiness. He definitely understands and said he would walk with me the whole way through. Has anybody felt this way after a month? Did you end up loving the implants after they settled or still wanted to eventually have them removed.
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July 20, 2016
I hated my implants from the first day. And I was told not to remove them. So I kept them for years, and I changed for smaller ones, but I felt uncomfortable. So I tried to remove them for good one year ago, and I think it was a good decision. Even if I'm small (flat), I'm less self conscious than with my implants ! Good luck !
July 21, 2016
Of course! You are not alone in this! We have been lots of girls that have felt the same as you described. The thing is society tries to sell us BA like it is something easy and without risks while it is not like that, and they try to convince us that we have something wrong if we do not have huge breast. But all that is [RS bleep]. We dont need anything to be complete and to be happy but our self love.
Despite the fact that you are feeling so down now, I can tell you is good you have realized you dont need implants this soon, because the sooner you can have them out the better. And I can tell you that our body is veeeery wise, nature is awesome, and your body would recover its original shape after removal.
I had them removed after 9 weeks of my BA, and I know I unfortunately spent a lot of money, and put my health in risk because of my stupidity of thinking about undergoing to an elective surgery, but I focus myself on the lesson I received, and now, on the natural side, I am the happiest, because I learnt to love myself.
So, I send you a lot of strenght, you can with this. Fortunately BA is something that can be undone, and if you go for removal you wont regret when you feel yourself again.
xoxoxo
Despite the fact that you are feeling so down now, I can tell you is good you have realized you dont need implants this soon, because the sooner you can have them out the better. And I can tell you that our body is veeeery wise, nature is awesome, and your body would recover its original shape after removal.
I had them removed after 9 weeks of my BA, and I know I unfortunately spent a lot of money, and put my health in risk because of my stupidity of thinking about undergoing to an elective surgery, but I focus myself on the lesson I received, and now, on the natural side, I am the happiest, because I learnt to love myself.
So, I send you a lot of strenght, you can with this. Fortunately BA is something that can be undone, and if you go for removal you wont regret when you feel yourself again.
xoxoxo
August 2, 2020
I know this is an old thread but did you go through the removal process and how was it? Would love to hear from you because I am so regretting my decision to get them.
March 25, 2021
I just had my BA last week and HATE it. What size did you go? And do you still hate yours? Im debating asking for a revision in 2 weeks at my second follow-up appt but not sure if Im jumping the gun and ppl keep telling me they'll "grow on me". But I really dont think they will. I dont look like myself. I went way too big (375 HP unders) and wish they were smaller. Its such a terrible feeling. I convinced myself to size up because everyone kept telling me women always come back and say they wish they went bigger! I wish I went smaller.
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Called to find out how much explanation would be and became even more depressed
everythinghappensforareasonJuly 20, 2016
Called my PS office crying telling them I was unhappy. I can't sleep well, my back hurts, I have lots of headaches, and I told them this was a huge mistake and I want th out. They told me its only been a month and to give it six months. They cannot do anything till six months after the first ba. I asked how much will
It be and she said about $7,000 because I may need a beast lift. All I could do was break down. I'm so depressed with this decision I had made. Although I didn't have anything before, padded bras were my best friend. It was like false advertisement. And I was so obsessed with what I never had now that I finally have breast I hate them. I wish I could turn back the hands of time and just wait till after I had kids. I guess I'm going to have to kept them in till its time to remove them. Next time I'll do a fat graft transfer with a beast lift and say goodbye to these heavy implants. I'm so miserable, I just want to take a knife and take them out myself. I know I'm so hard on myself. I just want to be happy but I'm not.
It be and she said about $7,000 because I may need a beast lift. All I could do was break down. I'm so depressed with this decision I had made. Although I didn't have anything before, padded bras were my best friend. It was like false advertisement. And I was so obsessed with what I never had now that I finally have breast I hate them. I wish I could turn back the hands of time and just wait till after I had kids. I guess I'm going to have to kept them in till its time to remove them. Next time I'll do a fat graft transfer with a beast lift and say goodbye to these heavy implants. I'm so miserable, I just want to take a knife and take them out myself. I know I'm so hard on myself. I just want to be happy but I'm not.
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August 2, 2020
I know this is an old thread but I feel the same way as you! What did you end up doing?
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Change of heart!!!
everythinghappensforareasonJuly 31, 2016
The swelling has gone down, no more back pain and found out I have headaches because I had been dehydrated, once I started drinking more water the headaches went away. I'm now starting to love my implants for I don't have anymore for the side effects I had before and because they aren't huge. They are very proportioned to my body.
Listen to your body and your heart.
Good luck!!
[RS bleep]
I felt the same as you! I couldn't sleep at all and I cried all day long.....I developed anxiety but for luck after removal I felt myself again.
Don't let anybody say to you that you need a lift or something because you only have them for a short time!! It is not necesary at all. Here in realself there are a lot of women who take them out after years and didn't have a lift and have good results. You are young and have them for a short time, as I see it, it is not necessary.
Apart from that, the price that they told you is so high, I advice you to visit other surgeon, because in my case I had to look for another surgeon because the first one didn't want to remove them and said to me that I would look very bad and it was completely false.
You can check my review, I will post more pictures now that I am 6 months post removal.
I know it is a nightmare....and a huge and horrible mistake....sometimes it is very hard to deal with that, but you have to be strong. It is easier said than done but I was in your own skin and I found the exit, you could fint too.
I was super obsess to have boobs but now I apreciate the natural me and I don't have to worry about ruptures or this kind of things....it is so hard to want something and after that realize it was not a good idea but you are so clever that you realize now! the society is so sick.....you are a brave woman!!!
Follow your heart.
If you need something feel free to ask me, you are not alone.
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