My story

Since my last update.. I'm doing sooo much better. I love my boobs. Now that the swelling has gone down.. I almost wish they were a little bigger. Go figure right!! I think I was just in a shocked phase with the whole change of my body. Once I chilled out and gave it a few weeks.. I was ok and got use to my new body.
I am 4 weeks PO today. I know I still have a ways to go before they settle.. But my left boobs annoys me. My right is so pretty.. But my left is awkward looking. Anyone have any reassuring words that she will come around?? :)

So I freaked out... Way too early! I feel much better now! I guess the swelling got to my head. I feel kinda silly now.

Thanks so much for the kind words everyone! My PS did a great job and was right for his choice for me.

I am a mother of 2 and in my early 30's. After having my children and losing over 20lbs in the last year, my breast were pitiful.
I have went back and forth with BA for a few years. Well I finally did it. I just went for it.
I told my PS in the beginning I didn't want to look like I had big fake boobs. I was thinking 275-300cc max. He told me with my height and weight ( 5'7 140lbs ) I should go 400cc because I would shrink at least 10%-15% after and would be more of a 350cc. I was still a little hesitant. But after listening to him and everyone else, esp online reviews, I went with the 400cc. Also.. He does HP.. Which I really hadn't done much research on.. But trusted him. It all sounded good at the time but again I did not go with my gut and org imagined look.

So now here I am.. A little over a week PO and I'm so unhappy! I wish I had never even did this surgery. My whole world is consumed on this regret. I feel so bad because I can't think straight. I keep beating myself over and over! I want these things changed or out like YESTERDAY! I have cried, can't sleep, or eat. My poor kids have even see me cry a few times. I hate that for them. I feel so selfish over this. Everyone says, give it time, it's been too short of time.. But man it's killing me. I feel SO insecure now. I look so weird. I know they are swollen.. But they are like two balls on my chest. :( My PS even told me he had a hard time getting the 400cc in me. This made me feel even worse. I should have stuck with my guns.

My Mom is very supportive and tells me to relax and it's nothing that can't be undone.. But waiting.. That will kill me. I'm going to talk to my PS soon and see what he has to say. I feel so selfish because I know most girls would kill for this.. I guess I should have known better.

Ps- my PS did a great job! It was my fault for not stressing what I really wanted.