34 Years Old - Two Kids - Upper Pole Fullness Non Existent :( - Fort Lauderdale, FL

Uh, yeah forgot to mention I am 5.8" tall and I currently weigh 160 pounds - never been under anaesthesia before so I am extremely nervous and of course about the coming out of it part which I have heard some girls cant breathe properly because of tightness - nausea etc - uuuugh, so freaking scared - I look at my calendar every day and just think -OMG !!! I stopped breast feeding in May of this year ( ill be 6.5 months out before my procedure) as I said im 160 now but I know I still have lots of weight to loose - that's why im thinking about size so much - my boobs already have some tissue to them but I know that's one of the first things to go when you loose weight and I used to be around 138 so I have a good bit to loose to try and get back there - anyway, my boobs seem to have some tissue already just no upper pole at all and I know ill loose lots of that - so trying to decide between the 400 - 450 - 500 yikes - defo don't wanna be too big...I am kind of conservative so I don't wanna be walking around the grocery in sweaters and in zip ups in the gym ...wanna look natural and not huge - plus I hateeeee creepy googly eye guys - im doing this for me ...ME - and well my husband can come along as well but don't want too much of the googleyes around - so confused and I have my operation in 6 weeks - I have to fly there and back home 6 days after my operation - the flight is like 4 hours so not that bad - hubby coming along leaving the kids with nana - thank goodness ;)

Hello All, I am 34 years old with two young boys - Down payment paid and date set for my breast augmentation with a lift (16th November 2015) (not sure of the type of lift as yet) or the exact size - Doc recommended 450cc (unders, HP, smooth, round) Considering bumping to 500 ( already have some decent breast tissue- and i don't want to be the new Pam Anderson - just wanna be more comfortable in my skin as after the kids I lost that upper pole fullness and the "sag" is just "blehh" - just super nervous for the procedure which is obviously expected - looking for some buddies along the way :)