Absolutely changed my life - I am forever grateful

well, its been 1 year since i arrived in california for my ffs. september 20th will mark 365 days post op. so today is day 363 :) forever grateful that i was able to do this. thank you dr mayer and everyone <3

i will probably just leave this here and im really not sure if ill be back, but perhaps i will be after a bbl, breast augmentation, and hair transplants. i really hope i can finish it all in the next 2 years.. and i really hope anyone that is looking to do this for themselves is able to. we all deserve to be able to live our lives to the fullest <3

just updating for anyone that happens to see this...on the left is june 2022, and on the right is 191 days post FFS :)

i still face a lot of trauma from taking so long to be honest with myself.. ive learned that as much as FFS has relieved me feelings about my face, those feelings basically just joined the feelings i have about my hair and body...so im just as fked up but now its focused/concentrated on my hair and body if that makes sense. so i cant lie, im still not as confident as i wished and all i can think about is somehow helping my body and just hoping one day i can fill in my hair...thats why my hair is still being done the way it is parted and pulled down to cover those sides...not that this is some kind of diary for my other issues i just hope that i can get a more feminine figure and do something about my hairline..the widows peak is still kind of there...i honestly thought itd all be filled in but i also dont have any experience in surgery...just really hoping i can be done with any surgeries i feel are needed before im 40...i turn 37 in july so..yea...it just kinda gets to me and makes me feel really hopeless sometimes. like, im definitely not ok even though i am grateful about my face getting help.

as far as my face, though...yea im just insanely grateful. when i see my face next to the old face i feel like im really lucky to have had this done. idk why i keep being so repetitive sorry...i hope anyone looking to do this for themselves is able to do it as well.

if by some chance i see significant changes, ill come by for another update..but i think its pretty clear that my facial features got feminized and at the same time looks really natural..absolutely no one has had any clue i had surgery if they never met me before. when i tell them ive heard "the surgeon must have been really good because i cant even tell" as well as "wow really natural results"...

i posted before and day 196 post ffs (so just 16 days over 6 months) and i also posted pics of my hairline...good luck if you are reading this~

just another update! its been 40 days since ffs with toby mayer and i wanted to share these photos from day 35 post op. im so grateful that not only did i get to have this surgery, but i got to go the surgeon meant for me. i remember i first messaged dr mayer in january 2022, and i had no idea how but found my way into his office in september 2022. i seriously hope i can come back to california and give everyone a big hug. the results are speaking for themselves. in the last couple weeks i've noticed the difference in peoples perception and treatment of me. i think its partly because i also feel way more confident now :) ...thank you <3