biggest regret of my life

This was the worst experience of my life. I had a mid-face lift, upper eye and brow lift that went horribly wrong. I lost my smile, I even think my zygomatic nerves never fully recovered and don't work and thus I can't smile all the way. I look FAR WORSE then before, it's just insane to me to have a cosmetic procedure done and look worse. I can't blame the doctor for everything since I elected to have this procedure but I REGRET it more then anything. When I want to the doc 3 months post, he was extremely condescending. I was not listened to with respect at all and my concerns blown off. I used to model and do print work, those days are over. I have more wrinkles then I ever had now then before. One of my eyes is completely a wreck and the lid doesnt fold easily. It's crooked. I could except all of that but not being able to smile has kept me in a depression since the day of my surgery. I thought I did enough research and asked the right questions, but I had no idea what exactly was involved in this procedure. He did not explain anything to me regarding making an incision thru the mouth and having stitches in there. Oh and if that wasn't enough, I lost over half my hair. I developed telogen effluvium- hair loss from a shock to the body or surgery ). Over 50% of my hair is gone and it will take years for it to be what it was. I REGRET THIS procedure everyday. And when I want to express my dissatisfaction and concerns he completed dismissed and invalidated me. Horrible. DO NOT GO HERE. Private message me and i will send you photos. They tell the truth.