Destroyed my Confidence

I had both upper and lower eye lid surgery with fat transfer in 2018/19. I could see immediately that my right upper eyelid was still lower than the other side and the doctor told me that it will resolve itself but it didn’t so the right upper eye lid had to be redone and I was charged again . My right lower eye still had a little puffiness and was told it will go away, and when I asked about it again, I was told that I was paranoid , so I lived with it. The left lower eye now has a lump formed underneath, but I’m too afraid to contact the doctor because he’ll tell me sorry You’re paranoid, that was a long time ago. Remember one thing before using this surgeon, Once you’ve paid and surgery is performed if you question anything, you are paranoid. I have to look at this every day and it makes me depressed, but I don’t want to go to another surgeon to correct it unless they mess it up to. Doctor DeSilva avoided me after performing the first revision of the upper-eyelid, I could feel his frustration and dread of having to do it again. He just wanted me to be gone so he could make some more money. The Australian receptionist at the time was all smiles when trying to sell you his work, then Wouldn’t even transfer my call to him because he’s too busy. I’ve never written a bad review for anyone but I want to protect all of you guys out there and see if the doctor is willing to respond to me here openly if he thinks I’m still paranoid about this lump and If he would fix it? Probably not probably not even a response. guys when researching a doctor make sure you always check out the negative reviews to see how they handle complications it’s all good when everything is perfect but what if you are the unfortunate one and they’re a complication with the doctor rectify it and have integrity or would he make excuses and block you and avoid all contact? Off care is very important and a doctor should be more than willing to resolve anything rather than hiding and telling his receptionist not to answer the call or not to respond. Hopefully the doctor has some guts and integrity to respond to me here so you guys can read what he says. The lump under my eye is probably from what I’ve been told the fat transfer becoming dislodged because it wasnt stitched properly.