My experience has been extremely disappointing

My experience has been extremely disappointing.
My lower eyelid surgery was performed almost three years ago, and every day, I look in the mirror, and I want to scream! He put too much filler under my right eye, and it cannot be removed without a very tricky surgery. I've seen three ocular plastic surgeons.....only one would touch me but told me the possible side effects, which were scary. I've decided to live with it, sadly. It's caused me to feel depressed because every day I have to see this, anytime and everything, I look into the mirror. I asked for my before pictures, and the Doctor's office couldn't find them. Dr. Heringer said I had the huge bag before the surgery, and I can easily prove from my pictures I did not. Run from this Doctor!