37 Years Old, 5'2", 111 Lbs, 2 Bf Kids, Sag and Deflated After Weightloss - Edmonton, AB

First of all, this site has been amazing. As a very private person not wanting to advertise my desire to get an augmentation, I appreciate the anonymity yet transparency found here.

I've always had a slight, petite frame and been self conscious about my breasts. I gained a lot of weight with my pregnancies, however, and had full, round breasts for the first time ever. Then, as I embarked on a fitness journey to lose 60 lbs, I realized my boobs volunteered as tribute and went first. Haha. I am now flatter, and saggier than ever.

I am married and have two young daughters, ages 4 & 6. My husband is extremely supportive and I have always felt he loves me no matter what shape. But I am just tired of always having to wear ridiculous padded bras and clothes not fitting right. Also, when you're this short-torsoed, it's hard to look fit when your stomach sticks out further than your chest, no matter how much you work. Haha.

I have done so much and worked so hard with consistency and dedication to change my body, and become the healthiest, fittest version of me. But some things cannot be changed by hard work, so I'm ready to take the plunge!

My consult is booked for June 27th and I've been scouring this site reading all of your stories and being inspired!

Hoping to end up looking like a full B or small C. Gummy bear silicone, under the muscle.

Here are the challenges - any advice?
- hoping not to need a lift
- extremely private and do not want anyone besides my husband to know
- how do I talk about this with my small daughters in whom I want to instill a positive body image (and also not have them tell others!?!)
- living nearly three hours away from my surgeons office, what kind of hurdles should I think about?
- will I ever be able to lift heavy in chest workouts again?

I happened to be in the city for another appointment so on a whim I thought I'd call the ps office and see if they had any cancellations to get a consult instead of impatiently waiting for another month. She said they had an opening at the end of the day!! Perfect!! I was super nervous, but my husband was with me. The surgeon came in and chatted with us then had me put on the gown. Came back in, said, "let's take a look", opened the gown for two seconds and said, "You need a lift." Shut the gown and said there's no way I'll do implants without a lift. You have SEVERE drooping. ???????????????? I could have cried. I knew I was droopy but thought I could get away without it. I had finally wrapped my head around spending $9,000.00 on a "non-necessity" for myself (anyone else struggle through mom guilt?). I was in a good place about it. But now the price jumps to $16,000.00. I'm devestated, to be honest. Any wisdom to share?

OMG! Things are rolling so fast now!!!!! Did a lot of thinking and decided to book the day she had offered - July 7th which was insanely fast to get in with this surgeon. The office manager called this morning and said they had a cancellation, so now, get this....pre-op and sizing NEXT TUESDAY and surgery is booked for JUNE 23rd!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!