25 y/o - 1 child bf - 5' 11" - 32B

I've been dealing with so many health issues in the last 2years and since giving birth. I feel like I take good care of myself, I am physically better. After many years of wanting bigger breasts & not fitting clothing the way I would like to I've decided that this is for me!

I have never in my whole life thought I would get plastic surgery and this scares me to death.. But I feel that it's time. I've come to a better understanding of who I am, after trauma as a child I've always felt like I wasnt good enough. That I would never be good enough. But after some therapy and finding my amazing partner of many years who encourages me everyday, I've realized (painfully slowly!) that I am worth it! I am amazing just the way I am, which sounds kind of crazy, but that is my reason for wanting to do this. Because I AM comfortable in knowing what I'm worth, and that MY opinion matters, and mine alone.

I've had some trouble explaining why I want to do this to my friends, but I've stopped trying and just kept going along. Because this isn't for them. They aren't supposed to understand!

My pre-op appointment is with Dr Jonathan Toy on March 5th and my surgery date is March 18th 2015. I am thinking between 300 - 350cc's under the muscle

The only time I haven't been flat chested, was while breastfeeding. I had amazing breasts, so full and big! They were perfect. This is another reason why I'm ready to get an augmentation, because I know how I look with breasts! And it's lovely. I'm looking to document my journey here, hopefully get some support from women going through the same type of situation.

Any advice is welcomed!
Thank you for reading my story!

Had my pre op appointment with Dr. Toy yesterday. It was great, very exciting and informative. We've settled with 385cc's Smooth round Silicone sub muscular implants. A little worried they'll be too big.. I Will be staying with my mom for 1week, which is so great. She's very supportive.
I'm trying desperately to get my shopping list done and am wondering if anyone's tried or heard of Eden's All Natural Breast Augmentation Kit, or anything similar? I just really like the idea of buying all my products at once from the same place. Any help with this would be appreciated.
I'm still very excited and nervous!

Surgery in 2weeks, the time is flying by! Will post another review tomorrow with pre-pictures. Thanks for all the support ladies!!!

Some preop photos w/ rice sizers, approximately 380cc's in each. Just a good guess for what I'll be later.

Very excited for my size that I've chosen, settled on Moderate Profile 385cc's smooth round silicone, submuscular, inframmammery incision.

I've started using the antibacterial soap (I'm using tea tree oil Dr Bonners soap, and I've added some extra essential oils, lavender, Arnica oil, and some coconut oil for moisture) it smells lovely. As well as taking 2 arnica Montana tablets daily, really low dosage, 1/2 of what the bottle reccomends for now, moving up to 4 /day 3days prior to surgery. My body needs time to adjust to things, so this is how I do it :)

Also I have been using Bio oil for the last month on my breasts, and of course thanking them for serving their purpose of feeding my child, and for being so incredibly good to me thus far, haha. I'm thankful for their health, and my health!

I love my body, and the amazing little person it's helped make, I'm just ready to love my body in a different way. :)

Thanks again ladies for reading and sharing your stories, it's helpful and encouraging!

Wherever you may be in your quest for breast, good luck!!!