25 Years Old, No Kids, 34A Wanting a 34C - Dublin, CA

First of all, this is a wonderful site! I'm so glad I found it.

I've always been very very flat. Growing up, I was always envious of the girls that even had B cups! My two best friends are so well-endowed, but I remained flat as a board. At 15, I decided that I was going to get implants one day, but I gave myself 10 years to see if I still wanted them.

Well, now I'm 25, and I DEFINITELY still want them! I was always worried about the attention that I would get from men after getting implants, and wondered if they would like me for me, or for my bra size. So, I've found and dated the most wonderful man in the world, who loves me exactly how I am, and I have decided to get the implants for MYSELF now!

I'm so excited. After doing so much research, I decided to go with Dr. Stephen H. Williams of Trivalley Plastic Surgery in Dublin, CA. He has great reviews, and after having a consultation with him, I felt immediately at ease and booked my surgery right away!

My pre-op appointment is on Dec. 11th, and my surgery is scheduled for Friday, December 16th. Did I mention that I'm so excited?! I'll have boobs for the holidays!

I am posting a few pictures of my currently non-existent goods. I am not thin, just average (140 lbs at 5'5"), but all my weight goes to my bum. NOTHING stays at my stomach or breasts, which is a good thing in terms of stomach, but sucks for my itty bitties.

Looking forward to updating soon!

So yesterday was my pre-op where I got to choose what size I am going to be. My mom and my best friend came with me, even though my boyfriend had offered. I think I preferred female eyes to tell me what would honestly look good on me, so I told him to stay home.

My mom has been on edge about this whole thing since I told her about it a few months ago. Initially, I had expected her to be the one who would support me, and my dad would be the one to not accept it as he's super strict, but it turned out to be the complete opposite! My dad had gotten a hair transplant a few years ago, and told my mom, "What's the difference between my hair transplant and her wanting this for herself?" I was speechless! My mom, on the other hand, was a complete blubbery mess, which turned me into a blubbery mess too. She told me that I was perfect, that she and God made me perfect, and it hurts to think that I think that something is wrong with me. We cried together for a little bit, but she eventually said she understood.

Well, anyway, since that depressing day (lol), my mom has been so antsy about everything. I think she's asked me, "So you've done all the research? You're sure? Is it going to hurt a lot? Is it dangerous?" and various other questions like 100 times. But I think it's cute because I know she cares about me and wants to make sure I'm going to be okay.

SO...yesterday to my pre-op, I brought her with me. She was super nervous as usual, and was wringing her hands the whole way there. As soon as we got to the office, Tracy (the patient coordinator) met with us right away. She explained EVERYTHING to us, and I could tell that my mom was softening up and worrying a lot less. Everything that Tracy told me was typed up and put into a folder, so that helped a lot when it came to remembering what to do pre- and post- surgery.

Then came the sizers. I wish I had taken pictures, but I totally forgot in all the excitement lol. I had initially walked in thinking that I would get 350cc's (Mentor Silicone Gel), but after trying it on, my mom chirped, "Go bigger!" Haha I don't think I had ever been so surprised! My best friend and I looked at her like she was a whole new person. My mom just said, "Well, I mean, now that you're doing this, might as well go bigger!"

So we decided that 400cc's would look the best on me. After spending almost an hour with Tracy, she led us into another room where Dr. Williams would be answering any of my questions. I didn't have many, but he answered any that I had left, and, at that point, I was just getting so excited. As we were about to leave, mom hung around for a minute to look at all of his degrees and certifications on the wall, and I knew it made her feel like I was in the right hands.

Anyway, so we left the office with smiles on our faces, and my mom actually said to me, "Can I be the first to squeeze them?" Lol! I'm so glad that Tracy, Dr. Williams, and the rest of the staff were able to make my momma feel comforted. She's a bit of a worry-wart, but I'm just happy to see her just as excited about this whole thing as I am!

I'm getting super nervous. I realized that I'm a tummy-sleeper, and I'm going to miss doing that with such ease! My stomach is all in knots and I feel like I'm going to throw up all the time. Can Friday be here already?! Gahhhh...
But anyway, I got waxed today so that I'm not a fuzzy monkey in the operating room, and also so I won't have to worry about it after the procedure. So that's about as productive I was today.
Let's hope these next few days goes by quickly!