45 Mother of 1, Grandma of 3 Girls. Desperately Seeking Some Female Curve. Shapes Like Triangle All my Life - Dominican Republic

Seems like the gremlins have snatched my body instead of Yily.Sharp stabbing pain and itching, fluids build up and seroma, which I have to drain every 2 days. Already finished with the 10 days of lymphatic drainage massage therapy and also using 2nd garment but the fluids still building up. Taking lasix, benadryl, Aleve n the vitamins. The right side of my stomach is lopsided even though Dr Yily assured me it would resolve with the massage, when I was rush back to Cipla on the 3rd day with so much fluid built up( right side was bulging with fluids, u could hear it sloshing around when area was touched. Left side is tight n taut but I'm able to hold the skin between my fingers on the right. My daughter says " mummy your stomach looks droopy on the right " she doesn't even realize how much it hurts to hear her say that. I can't wait to start exercising. Maybe that will help to tone it. The upper part of my stomach above the belly button bulges Also my left butt cheek is fuller than the right. Seems like Yily paid more attention to the left part of my body than right. With all that said, I'm able to wear my clothes without feeling so self conscious thus all is not wasted. Still thanking Dr Yily for the changes. My friend on the other hand,her waist is snatched, guess Dr was tired by the time she got to me. I think she did 3/4 patients before me, my friend included.

flight back was no joke but nothing beats being home. Family is receptive about surgery and happy for me. Honestly I didn't tell them I was going to do it out of fear of their reactions. They thought I was on vacation. (I did update my will, no jokes). The major problem for me since the 4days I've been back is the discomfort in my back, and muscle cramps in my right leg. Crap is no joke. Bawling my eyes out. Started my massages, got a 10 day package, it's cost ($800) but It is a very important, my 2nd day today and trust me. U can feel the fluids trickling out of my back. Oh since sx I've been having panic attacks due to breathing issues (didn't know this, until it occurred at Cipla on my 1st follow up appt, most BA/Bl gets this). Been using my incentive Spirometer more often, it helps. Loves my new body. Still emotional, tears up alot but the end result is worth it. Thanks DraYily, you're the best

Pics won't upload. Thank u Lord I can lounge around today without much discomfort. Best day so far. Yesterday was great 2 until night. Can't find a comfortable spot due to swelling n seromas, prayed like I never prayed before. Also gave birth finally lol (BM) after 7 days. Constipation is no joke.????, Loves what I c in the mirror, stomach not as snatched ad I wanted it but Dr Ana told me to just wait you'll see it soon. When she took the dressing off of my breast and TT area I cried tears of joy. From triangless to some curves( no matter how much degrees or independence ) , nothing mattered but that shape at that moment. To just be able to go into a store now n buy a dress and wear it with confidence, not having to feel dowdy or uncomfortable if someone looks at u. Now I will be shopping for new scrubs and clothing, not one size larger but my true size????????????????. Feeling so emotional right now. It's been an emotional roller coaster since sx. Some days I cried my eyes out. Asking myself and friend y did we subject ourselves to this but as I lie here on this bed looking across at her n none of us moaning. I can tell anyone if ur going to do this do it for urself. Also b truthful about ur health. It's not worth the risk when u lie about it. Shout out to Luxury RH. Staff are the best. Home away from home. Meals are great. Cannot 4get my besties Dr Ana, Victor, but most of all mi amor Jose ( you're the best, you've made this journey bearable for me. His smile, personality,encouragement, with tears in my eyes he was still able to make me smile)Signing off for now. Going 4 a walk.????????