12/7 I Will Be A DelVecchio Doll- BBL (First Round)

I can't believe it's been over a month since I had surgery. I'm going thru the motions but that is to be expected. The burning, numbness, stiffness, swelling and being annoyed. I do not regret my surgery but I'm so over the process. I am in love with my results.

I am getting so nervous with my date closely approaching. I got my HEMO checked on my bday 10/7 and it was 13.5. I want it to be higher than that so I will start doing a regimen once I find one I like. I am also going to start taking vitamins, stretching, and buying products. I am staying in Boston for 8 days with my friend. She is a former Dr D doll so she will be great with helping me out. My hubby will be there with me the entire time. I am nervous as hell because I don't know what to expect. I have so many emotions going through my mind. I hate my shape and scared that the bottom of my stomach won't shrink enough for me to see my kitty Kat! My legs are so small and I am
Okay withthay because I know Dr D will add fat to the back and front of my legs. I am nervous of how big he will be able to make my butt. I want a nice big one. I am literally all skin. I know it doesn't look like it but I am. I am a size 6 and it's depressing to have this stomach and don't look like a 6!! And honestly I am smaller than that. If this damn apron wasn't in the way I will probably be a 4! I am praying I have enough fat!! That's another thing I'm scared about. He said he will suck me dry when I saw him in July. I am so ready to get this over wth but then again I'm not ready. Lol. Well I will keep you guys posted.

So I finally made a decision to set a date and I picked Dec 7th. I can't believe it is finally happening. Now I am feeling like I'm so clueless as if I didn't spend the last 1.5 years researching. I am so grateful for all the dolls that have helped me along my journey. I also noticed how once some dolls get surgery, they start acting brand new as if they're too good to answer questions. My thing is you were in the exact same seat as the dolls now just a few months ago. And now you got your BBl or whatever and now you to good to answer questions. Girl please have SEVERAL seats!! That [RS bleep] blows my mind!! That's why I am in constant PRAYER with this whole surgery thing because I see how it can go to your head. I am always being realistic with myself and I know I am going to like attention and so on but I don't ever want to be arrogant and acting as if I am too good for folks. Anyway I am having surgery in Boston and I'm going to stay with a friend who also had surgery with Dr D. I made my deposit on 9/27 and set my date. Peg is very helpful and she was just as excited for me as I was for myself. So I will keep you dolls posted and please feel to provide any advice that you think I will need. (Diet, vitamins, meds, supplies and etc;)