My First Review

Ok so I've wanted to do this and I'm doing it! I'm just waiting for my check so I can pay my surgery in full in excited impatient and so scared at the same time. So now that I have decided I will not being going abroad for surgery I've been sleeping better for a couple days I was restless and having terrible dreams, gory dreams it's also because I read a lot of girls wake up during surgery abroad and their doctors weren't actually operating on them I'm good all too save a couple hundreds nope I think because I was on RealSelf soo much and delving into everything I could find bad or good it made me soo preoccupied and took over my mind soo much but now that I have decided to go with Dr fisher I feel way more at ease. I just cannot wait until I get my money!! Lol pay the [RS bleep] off! Book my date. And go! I'm not trying to recreate a body I just want my body to look normal not normal like layer up I look good no Im ready to wear white shirts again wear rompers body con dresses and feel good. I'm scared bcuz I've been with my tummy looking like ground beef for like 10 + years I'm only 28 ! Yes I got preg young but still I want and deserve to feel normal in Reg clothes. I want my scar to be low but I won't know until I go and he checks me out I still have to drop 18 pounds before I go and I'm scared that i won't be happy with my tummy after I don't wanna look boxy some women get tummy tucks and look boxy I'm scared of that. I'm gonna live in my faja and ab board.