Ready to Become a Robles Barbie - Dominican Republic

I have stalked this page for what feels like forever.. And now its FINALLY my turn to spill my story . I'm 42 5'11" tall 230lbs mother of 6 beautiful children ages from 22- 7. 3 are biologically mine . I have been unhappy with my body for over 20 years I'm not kidding . So my bestie asked me to go with her to the DR to have surgery and she would help me pay for mine so it was a no brained me . I am having a TT, BBL, and lipo . now with that being said you ladies have helped me SO much and as my sx gets closer 18 day away to be exact I'm am becoming more and more emotional. I am terrified, anxious, excited and every other emotion one can think of . I watch a ton of movies and always think "what if" so yeah it doesn't help . I'm trying to remain positive and keep my faith in God and know that everything is gonna be fine. I can't wait to show you lovely ladies my results and share the rest of this emotional journey with you . I have posted a few pics before my sx for you ladies just so you can experience this journey with me the rest is yet to come . Until then ladies stay positive and please pray for us all . Thank you ..

OK so I am totally on the count down and extra nervous and just completely going nuts ... My husband is excited for be but insists he loves me exactly how I am ,my kids are nervous about me leaving, my youngest daughter is really playing on my heart strings . I've NEVER left my family for more than 1 day so this is gonna be hard for me .. But I'm doing this for me and nobody else and know that God has my back and I'm gonna be back home with my family in no time I just really need to relax before I completely come unglued... I swear ladies this is one of THE MOST emotional things I've EVER dealt with .. Lol

OK so I literally have 3days and I will be flying to the DR and 5 days before my surgery and I'm getting so many emotions right now. One minute I'm like YES I can't wait and the next I'm like maybe I don't look so bad and I should stop being selfish and just stay home and take care of my family. And then I look at m photos and realize just how unhappy I am with my appreance and beat myself up all over again. I'm such a nervous wreck ... Please pray for me ladies ..