Cabral or Duran doll 2015, without the support of my loved ones - Dominican Republic

After years of lurking on RS, I've finally decided to post a review/blog myself. So reader beware!!! lol

I've have finally decided to have surgery. Yes. I. You heard me right. I have never had cosmetic surgery, never mind surgery period. I have no children but have a gut and some ass. My boyfriend (the inspiration for this blog) thinks that squats will magically solve my problem. But guess what. I've been doing squats all my life and guess what? Still no ass. ;{. Yeah, I'm tired of these Instragram chicks selling me false hopes. Sell me a referral number please and thank you. However, they aren't telling their secrets so I had to do my own research and discovered that many of these women have surgery in the Dominican Republic.

Back to my inspiration, my boyfriend absolutely refuses to support ANYTHING surgery related. He's even refused to drive me to the airport. smh. I'm really sad about the whole situation. He's supportive in every other aspect of my life, so this situation is new, rare, and thorny. Today, I caught him on the right day and he agreed to take before pics for me. Well, truth be told it was him or my gay guy friend...which he wouldn't have wanted since my friend is a guy period, even if it's just for surgery. Anyways, my boyfriend is giving me a hard time, which is new and heartbreaking. He says he loves me the way I am and I just need to get back to working out. I hear him. God knows I don't hate myself. I've gone through my phases of gym ratness so he speaks some truth. However, I want curves that I will never gain in the gym. Let's not lie to ourselves. I could do squats all day and will never look like XYZ model who I stalk...I mean follow on Instragram. No, I'm not a lesbian (if I was I would have totally made her my girlfriend) but she's hot and officially my wish pic.

My best friend has threatened to tell my whole family if I even leave the country. She's an alpha female so I know she's serious.
I'll tell her about the surgery when I'm back in the states. She can be cray cray and I'm not ashamed but I don't want everyone knowing my business.

Essentially, I've started this blog because well I have no one else to talk to about my life long dream (P.S. I have other dreams than getting an ass but that is besides the point smarty pants). I know my loved ones are against it because they love me and are concerned for my safety but never would I have thought I would feel so isolated and abandoned. Even if we disagree, at least they could support me.

In conclusion, I'm sad and a little loopy from this bottle of wine ;) but this is my truth. I'm not sugar coating sh**. This is my reality.

Synopsis: I want surgery and those closest to me are doing everything to discourage me from getting it.
I hope to help those in a similar situation and those coming behind me.

Be great.
Love DollMADEinDR

*excuse the typos grammar police

So, I sent a message to Cabral on the Whatsupp application and he responded in the evening. I only asked for a bbl and he quoted me a really cheap price, which made me do a double take. I'm guessing it's because I'm slimmer? Maybe? I'm 5'7'' and weigh 165 lbs. I already have an okay ass and some curves, so he won't have to work too hard. lol

My boyfriend and I got into a MAJOR argument over this sx today. He even threatened to break up with me. I told him to not make threats and if he's serious to just do it. Shoot, I know it's a little twisted but a breakup would motivate me even more to my body snatched. lol. Yeah, I know I'm co co. Long story short, he cooled off and ended up bringing me flowers, chocolate, and a card to my work place for an early V-day and to make up for the fight. God, I love that man. I'm bummed he won't support this journey I'm partaking in but I'm grateful to have him. And...even though he already love how my body looks I hope I'll like the new version. lol.

Back to surgery, I emailed Duran and now am just waiting to hear back from her. Her and Cabral are my two choices. Dr. Robles was too but from reading the reviews, her specialty is TT and I don't need one and don't want one. From reading other reviews, Yilly has an attitude problem, which I personally don't want to deal with since my life will be in her hands. Before the barbs come out for my blood, this is just my opinion and what I've gathered from reading the other reviews. Yes, I know that Cabral has a bad history...but I'm prayed up and am in good health. That's why I decided to just have a bbl and not the breast lift too, fewer complications. I'll have my breast lift done in the states after I have children.

Back to Cabral, they call him the King of Barbies for a reason. I love how he gives all his patients very tiny waists. Yes!!! Also, he seems to be very polite and professional. I’m nervous but I know God has a plan for me and that plan doesn’t end in D.R.

Well, I will email Duran one more time this Sunday, since that’s supposed to be her magical day.

Please keep it positive. We are all adults and if I remember correctly no one here pays my bills or puts food on my table. I will do as I please. If you disagree please vent somewhere else. Thank you.