Life Changer but Don't Want to Be Crippled. Decatur, TX
Pushing Through
It's been a very long road but worth every ER visit and doctor visits, I'm still dealing with chronic pain daily and could not even imagine caring around that extra 187 pounds that I had on me I would be in my bed unable to move. After having the sleeve done it took a very long time to adjust my mind set on not eating like I use to, my stomach was basically brand new and everything I put in either like it or did not it's been rough because before I made my decision on the sleeve surgery I was caring around so much weight I never thought I would ever be this skinny I don't really think of it much other than I'm happy I don't weigh close to 300 pounds. I'm down to 115 pounds I have kept my weight there in between 115 to 120 size 1 to 3 in clothes. I would say that I have learned a lot about my mindset they way I use to look at food compare to they way I look at it today. I use to think so non stop on what my me as long was going to be and shoved so much in. I have learned not to worship food only eat when I feel hungry and several small meals.
12-27-31
Its been hard and everyone ask if I'm enjoying my weight loss haven't been able too much because of the pain I deal with my mind is on other things, it only comes to me when I put on my clothes I used to wear and I can't wear them anymore swallow me whole. I have attached a few pictures of my weight loss, the outside looks good but the inside is in a lot of pain.
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