24 Year Old 95lb 5'7 Female W/ 32A Getting Implants! - Danville, CA

I saw my doctor on July 27th, I have always wanted them and I am finally in a position where my bills are not so heavy I can take on another financial responsibility. I chose to get a consultation with the surgeon who performed the same type of surgery on my mother in 1994. I am going with 270cc's, under the breast and silicone implants! It can't come any sooner but this will be a good time for me to gain a little weight before the surgery and take care of my well being so I'm healthy and don't get sick!

Here is a film strip of my current ~look~. I don't want to post wish pictures yet because I'm trying to manage my expectations! 4 months away is a long time to wait, I almost want to make it sooner but I'm paying for this myself so the time will be good for me to save a huge portion if not all of it by then! Cant wait.

I have wanted a boob job ever since I found out they weren’t going to outgrow a size 32A bra. I have always considered myself a beautiful person, at some times, less than others, but for the most part I know that I am blessed and come from good looking people. Whether I want to acknowledge it or not, I am perfect the way that I am. I was gifted a healthy and fully functional mind, body and spirit at birth. I have chosen over the course of my early adulthood to poison my mind with false ideals and beliefs, contaminate my body with drugs and alcohol and deny it of nourishment and neglect my spirit and allow my ego to drive my life.

I made an appointment to get my breasts done bigger in July and have my date set for November. I have started to give my mind, body and spirit my full attention and cant help but ask myself. Is this still something I want, even after acknowledging I am perfect as is? My answer to this question is, YES. I have a lot of healing to do on the inside and this will be something I will be working on every day for the rest of my life, but is an absolute must. At times I am afraid that the breast surgery might kick me off my path of my daily positive affirmations, spiritual readings and knock me off alignment with my higher power, God, the universe, source, or whatever you do or don’t believe in. I do NOT believe that having bigger boobs will give me a better life. I believe I am perfect as is, but when I got fitted for 270cc’s and saw myself in the mirror, I will tell you. It certainly sparked joy and released endorphins and it certainly reaffirmed everything I had been feeling all along.

My self worth does not come from my exterior and I will continue to remind myself that plastic surgery will not be spiritually detrimental so long as I continue to nourish my mind, body and spirit. I am going to continue to radiate love and compassion. I pray that getting cosmetic surgery will not interfere with my Spiritual Awakening or Psychic Ability. I also pray that I am able to remain strong through the healing process and continue my daily affirmations that I am amazing as is! The healing process with getting tattoos was about a month, I know this will be longer and more painful but I know I’m beautiful now and I know I’ll be just as beautiful on the inside after, just with bigger boobs.