33 Years Old, 2 Breast Fed Kids. 5'10 and 165 - Dallas, TX

I am currently a deflated 34 DD, both surgeons have said that they definitely don't look that big. So far I have went to two consults. The first doctor made it seem like an easy procedure for a lift and implants. The second consult said that he would not do my breast lift and augmentation in one stage but that he would only do it in 2 stages. Now he has put the fear of God into me and changed my thinking.i'm scared that I'll have sagging booby's again in six months if I go to big. I just want something that's proportionate to my body. A full perky c cup with upper pole fullness is my only wish. I'm also scared that that means only 400cc or above. With that said I have a third console scheduled for next Tuesday (12/22) just to even things out. I do trust my first consult as well. My mind hurts from looking at pictures and reviews and wondering if I will make the right decision. I'm deathly afraid that I'll make the wrong decision and then my breast will be sagging in a year and I'll need a revision. Personally I do not feel that I have the worst case scenario when it comes to lifts but I guess I have poor quality skin from two (big) pregnancies and breastfeeding. We shall see!

Well I visited with my 3rd consult today and I feel better about choosing one stage rather than two. But only time will tell! Doc is telling me to go with the 350cc mentor plus textured implants. He chose texture vs the smooth bc I'm asking for full upper pole. And bc it can help with sagging that I'm deathly afraid of coming back. I have to admit I've been researching and have a bit of anxiety with the whole textured vs round debate. In the end I chose him bc he explained everything to me in detail. He also said that he wouldn't go over 350cc... Only bc of the one stage and that they would be heavier and eventually gravity would take its course. Eeekk.

Hospital pushed us out a couple days. Nerves are setting in.... My husband is only taking off the 31st. But will go back to work on Monday. My dad will be here to help me with the kids.