30 Yr Old, Mommy of 4, Height 5ft, 131 lbs - Dallas, TX

Can't believe I have scheduled my boob job, paid,went to my pre-op appt, tried on more boobs I'm currently about a 36A, I'm going back and forth between 485cc- 600cc, my husband was no help he immediately picked the 600cc, sx day we'll discuss more about the sizes and decide, I cant decide, my PS office didnt have a 560cc to try, they would have one sx day so I can try it, I dont want to go to big, but then on the other hand I dont want to go with the smaller choice then regret not going bigger, ugh this is so hard.

Here's my sad chest now, I've been looking thru wish pics hoping I can decide what I really want, still so unsure, and scared of regrets...

Last couple days Ive been feeling down, guilty, selfish. My car messed up on me and thought it I would be thousands to fix, my brother tried fixing it, but nothing, he told me I may as well look for something else, I was so upset, I had already payed for my surgery in full, and I couldn't get my money back, I was thinking how this is looking like I just care about getting a boob job, then having the money for a new vehicle or using the money to fix my car, I wasn't even looking forward to doing the surgery anymore, I just wanted my money back, so my husband was like let's take it to the mechanic and see for sure what we're looking at to fix it... well long story short my mechanic called me today and told me its going to be less then $500 to fix!!! I couldn't believe it... A huge weight was lifted off my shoulders and now I'm back to being excited and nervous about my surgery, omg 8 days and counting!!!, also movining this weekend to a better house and area , man hoping no more surprises or bumps, just good vibes, I'm so happy and nervous and EXCITED!!!!