30 Year Old Mother of 5...taking my Body Back with a MMO!! - Columbus, OH

As a mother of 5 (3 boys & 2 girl) I can tell you first hand that with each pregnancy my body did suffer...but with my first 3 (my boys) the damage was minor compared to my last 2 (my girls). Since having my last child I've dreaded looking at myself in the mirror, I've lost the confidence I once had & wouldn't dare to fully expose myself (not even to my husband). When I looked at myself I no longer recognized the woman looking back at me & wondered how something so amazing could leave such devastation. I wanted the "old me"...my pre baby body back. Although allowing anyone to see my body has been shameful I thought it is very important that I be completely honest & open with everyone here.
About 2 years ago I really started to look into MMO's. After seeing the amazing results of many women, I thought & dreamt about it constantly. I knew that if I could ever afford it I would do it in a heartbeat! Well I'm here to tell you that dreams do come true!!
Here I am exactly two years later with my surgery date scheduled for December 15, 2015!!! I will be getting a tummy tuck & silicone Brest implants under the muscle. (I have another appointment December 2nd to make sure I really am wanting to go with 497cc) I have done so much research online, talked to friends that's had some type of plastic surgery & have watched so many videos on YouTube over the last couple months it has exceeded the amount of television I've watched my entire life time!!! Literally!! After going to several consultations & doing my homework I chose my PS bc I felt he was very knowledgable, he was very welcoming & made me feel comfortable, has great patient testimonials & more importantly AMAZING results, he also has over 15 years of experience & his Google reviews were excellent!
As the time comes closer I'm getting a little more nervous but I know this is exactly what I want & deserve!
Thanks for welcoming me to the Realself community! I hope to find some kind of comfort & support in this group!
-Amber

I wanted to post some before pictures now so that I have them and can compare after I have my surgery. I only have 20 days until surgery day...but I have a feeling these last couple days are going to drag by....I guess I've wait years for this what's a couple weeks!

Dec 2nd I met with my PS & got the last couple of questions out of the way & made a decision with my implant sizes and after leaving I felt calm & relaxed.....however every time I began thinking about the surgery I get nervous all over again ???? This last week & a half is going to be awful....going by slowly & any & every bad possibility tormenting my mind.....can't wait until this is behind me ????