Grateful Mommy - Chihuahua, Mexico

Man what a journey this has been! I own what my choices and don't hide what I have done. But I feel like people judge you a little hard once they know you have had work done. Tummy Tuck, lipo and BBL is not for weightloss!!! I have not lost a lost of weight! I didn't get lipo in my upper legs or my arms. So they didn't change at all!! In fact some days I don't feel like I look much different. I have learned your diet is EVERYTHING!!! Working out is EVERYTHING!! I workout harder then I did before!! I do my best to eat clean. Becuase when I don't I am so uncomfortable!! I have strange lumps in my tummy if I eat too much and I blow up like a huge blow fish!! No Banuo!!! So, I have to keep myself in check. I don't mind. I know its best for me anyway. I didn't lose the weight before my surgery,,so now I am faced with the task. And I Am Up For The Challenge!! I must drop this weight to make the pain worth it. You just feel like you are on display for the critics. That is the part I hate. I don't think people realize the work that we must put in after the surgery. It is No Joke. But I have shown myself my own strength!

I am pretty happy overall. For me the most difficult part is my doctor being in Chihuahua City, Mexico.. So far away. I never thought I would have any kind of complications and would need a little more follow up. Plus he does not stay in touch much so that makes it even more difficult. Makes me appreciate this site even more! I get a little in my head and worried about the results. Being able to ask doctors questions is so helpful and appreciated!! Very Garetful ?

Still have my good and days. Today is a good day. My wonderful nurse came this afternoon. I got a much needed contour massage! I sore but I in a good way. The massages I feel really do help. Me being more active and working has helped. It makes me feel sore but I know I'm getting stronger. I don't like how large by butt is. My booty was already big, I didn't want bigger, just tightened up/shaped. I feel better about it after the massage. I just have to stay focused on my diet and workout. Gotta keep my steps #Fitbit keeps me moving. I think its best to wait a whole year before seeing what revision I will need. Really feel comfortable with what I need done. Work in progress!!