Happy with left, but think the right can be better

I feel as though something happened that caused my right breast to turn out so much different than the left and I feel as though the doctor didn't really try to address my concerns. When I told him one was so much smaller than the other he said "talk to God and you parents about that because they weren't the same size to begin with." But that's not the only issue. The right nipple is so close to my sternum that it pops out all the time and it's also bigger than the left. When I got a lift I thought I would feel so beautiful again....I thought I would feel comfortable with myself again and I never thought for a second that there was a possibility of having two different cup sizes and two different sized nipples. I am very self conscious about my breasts now because the first thing anyone says when they see them is ask what happened to the right breast and why it doesn't look as good as the left. People warned me to not go to St. Louis Cosmetic surgery but I didn't listen and now I have to live with that regret until I can afford to get them fixed again. If they can even be fixed with out causing extensive scarring.