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What the F@$K Was I Thinking?!

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In mid September 2016 I lost my mind and got a...

Pauly_Ste.
In mid September 2016 I lost my mind and got a tattoo on the front of my neck. The tattoo says "Gypsy". It's all black ink. Black letter along with black shading. It's nicely done and professional work. However, my placement for the tattoo was very very wrong. I have since fallen into a deep depression and I am so lost. I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I am so upset with myself for making such a dumb decision at the age of 30. I have contacted a plastic surgeon who uses the PicoSure laser. I've only had a over the phone consultation, with plans to meet on November 7th, 2016. So far I've been quoted 6-8 treatments and that my ink will cleared with in a year. Anyone who has experience know if this is just them trying to sell me a service or does it sound about right?

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October 23, 2016
Hey, i made a placement mistake too! Also deeply depressed about it. Its a skull tattoo on the lower half of my upper arm. The mistake is the placement, as every time i move or bend my arm, there is a massive warping in the face of the Skull. Makes it look silly. To make matters worse, the artist used a lot of white ink which cannot be removed. in fact, lasering white ink could make matters worse as it could oxidise and turn grey! When i explained my problem with the tattoo artist he took a defensive tone and said theres nothing wrong with it. I been thinking about going for laser removal treatment with PicoSure, which apparently breaks down the ink quicker, meaning less treatments. As far as i can tell, Picosure is the best for black ink. The surgeon said it would only take 3 sessions to fade enough for a cover up - although im sceptical. ( i think it would take longer ) so if 3 - 4 treatments should fade it enough for a cover up, 8 treatments should make your tattoo barely visible, but no guarantees it will go completely. Of course the other option is learning to deal with the mistake, and trying to get over it. Learning to love it or at least not hate it and feel depressed about it. Unfortunately im still in the depression/anxiety phase - hopefully time will overcome this. Good luck on your journey.
October 23, 2016
Thank you!! Hang in there. On the bright side you're not me with a giant neck tattoo lol. Hang in there and please keep me updated. I'm new to this and to this site. We're at the same place emotionally it sounds. Best of luck.
October 23, 2016
Hey:) I Know how Tattoo regret feels. I will Start removing some of my Tattoos (Not all) next month. I had a consultation and they made a Test Patch with the Picosure and enlighten Laser. Both Show Nice fading! I had Kind of depressions and Panic attacks because of the Tattoos too, but now i'm Optimistic. I've Seen some Nice success-Stories Here, so realself is realy a big help.
I guess your Shading will fade First. The Bold letters Could take longer. 6-8 Treatment Could be enough, but this is something Nobody can realy Know. It also depends on how Long you wait between Treatments. I guess 8 Treatment with 3 months in between are much more effective as 8 Treatments with just 4-6 weeks in between. There are also Other things that Can help the removal Process: no Smoking, no drinking, doing some Cardio for Better blood circulations.
Complete removal is possible, so don't let a tattoo rule your life. we all do mistakes. And there are a Lot of People who feel the Same way. Forgive yourself and take it as a Lesson ;) I Wish you the best for your removal Journey!
October 23, 2016
Thank you very much for your kind words. Please keep in touch. Luck & love.
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October 25, 2016
Twinning, mid September I lost my mind too and got myself a Valkryie on my ribs, she's about 6x5" and my artist told me " I just wasn't understanding, to trust the process, I was going to love it" well, sure as [RS bleep], I totally hate it and its HUGE, and black. So I am a [RS bleep] idiot. The good news is you're not alone, and I've really seen great results on peoples necks. I haven't posted on this site, I mainly lurk and secretly hope for the best with my own disaster. I understand your depression. I am so angry with myself (I am also 30), I went through two pregnancies and took such wonderful care of my skin, no stretch marks, days away from a six pack. I look freaking fantastic naked, ya I am gonna brag a little bit. but this large black tattoo makes me want to hide under a rock with a bag of Reese's Pieces and never return. Anyways, I'll be following you story, and hang in there.
October 25, 2016
Sorry to hear about your situation. It's good to know we're not alone. Good news is our tats are black and black they say is the easiest color to remove. Another great thing is we made our mistake during the days of the PicoSure laser which is the latest and greatest for tattoo removal. I know the regret you feel. Hang in there. I wish you well. This website is very helpful and supportive. It's helped me so much.
October 28, 2016
I feel you so much on this. *
I think of the life I took for granted before I made a huge mistake. To make matters worse mine was done out of someone's house and i was told he used to own a shop and he was really good. We smoked a blunt and I keep telling myself i wouldn't have done that if I didn't get high. I know I would have back out but i was like whatever. I miss being able to date and feel like I had nothing to hide. I won't take off my shirt ever. I don't even like looking at it myself, it's just so poorly done and huge. Everyone that sees it asks me what made you want that? And i truly have no idea, lost my mind too. I had one laser treatment 3 months after I got it and I thought it took very well until it healed, I was disappointed that there was stick thick lines, lighter, but still thick. I've been trying to make another appointment but the people never pick up their damn phone so idk what i'm going to do. I can't believe I went through with it, it's india ink too which I didn't know. it's like the cheapest ink, usually used for art projects...so while it'll be easier to remove I hear I just absolutely hate the idea of paying so much for a stupid mistake I made. The artist charged me only 25 bucks because he knew it was so bad. I literally want to punch him and myself.
October 28, 2016
I understand your frustration 100%. It makes me sick to my stomach. I think there is a life saver for us tho. You mention you took life for granted. I kinda was a jerk because I felt I was hot s@$t. Well lessened learned. Now I feel hideous. Find a new place who will pick up their phone. Good news. Cheap ink + homemade = great results! Mines was done professionally. However, it's very light in some areas, so I'm hoping mines will go fast too. Thank god I never went back for a touch up. Keep me posted. You're not alone.
October 30, 2016
Yeah I agree with you on the lesson learned, I was pretty confident and didn't have a whole lot of empathy towards people for the most part but once i made my mistake i learned that everyone has regrets and it's okay to have shame and most people do not judge as much as I think. but still i hold myself to a standard and can't stand the fact i made a mistake. I think i have ocd and just having ink on my body that i'm not fond of really makes me feel like i'm just not living life to the fullest. I found a place that does laser removal at a tattoo shop. Think I'm gonna call monday. I am a little paranoid about scarring because I'm pretty sure they use the q-switch laser instead of picosure, which I hear can sometimes lead to scarring. just want to damn thing off of me lol
November 2, 2016
Just did my first session of the PicoSure laser last night. I am getting small tattoo on my spine removed ( not a tramp stamp!). my tattoo is almost 10 years old and has a lot of fading so I hope I wont need too many sessions.. first of all, the removal hurts like a B**ch!! They ice the area before they start and just as with getting a tattoo, you can take a break or two when needed. The whole process on my small tattoo took no more than 10 minutes. I am more worried about the healing process- it's day 1 and I already noticed some scabbing ( which is normal but just looks real ugly and it has to be covered under a bandage). Good Luck with yours! I can't wait for my process to be finished... I have seen nothing but great reviews from this PicoSure laser so I am keeping my fingers crossed
November 3, 2016
Thank you so much! I wish you well.
November 9, 2016
Can you post pictures of you before and after tattoo removal? If not i understand but I am very nervous but excited to get this tattoo off my arm!!!!!!! i am only 20 and just got it. I can not look at myself without feeling depressed. I need it to go aaway. I have money to remove it too. I am just nervous it is gonna scar bad!
November 9, 2016
from what I know the picosure is great because the skin shouldn't scar . It's been 8 days since I had my first treatment, the tattoo is super itchy and dry and flaky. I am using A&D ointment on it to help with the itching. DONT pull any scabs off, or peel off the flaky skin- that will cause the scarring. SO far its looking good and I am happy with the progress. I will check later to see if I can get both photos up
UPDATED FROM Pauly_Ste.
14 days pre

Ugh

Pauly_Ste.
I'm so down tonight. I feel hideous with this tat on my neck. I truly must of been out of my mind. I would do anything to go back. I miss me.

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October 24, 2016
I completely know how you feel as iv been going through anxiety and depression too. Well think about it like this - Unlike my tattoo (because of the white ink) You can get yours removed! Yes it will take time and money, but its possible!
October 24, 2016
Have you spoke to a doctor regarding your tat?
October 24, 2016
Yep had a consultation with the best tattoo removal guy in London - He said he cannot guarantee it would be a successful fade/cover up (because of the possibility of the white ink oxidising) Things could go from bad to worse! So i guess im just going to have to get over it. I cannot change the tattoo, so i need to change the way i feel about the tattoo! I guess im never gonna make this mistake again
October 24, 2016
I'm sorry to hear about that. That's a bummer.
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October 29, 2016

Hi, I just want to mention that while white ink does run the risk of turning black (oxidizing), it may still be removed with further treatments. My white ink turned black; my whole Lotus was outlined in thick white ink in an attempt to "make it pop" (arg) and all the lines faded just fine. Now, this is just my experience, and I just wanted to share. Proceed with caution and work with your doctor and ensure a test spot is performed. Here's more on from our doctors: 

Is It Possible to Completely Remove a White Ink Tattoo? If So, Will the Skin Still Have the Outline of the Tattoo After?

I have a black tattoo covering a white tattoo. Can it still be removed? (Photo) 

White Ink Tattoo Removal? 



November 4, 2016
Awe I know how you feel. I have a sleeve that is huge and dark. Once you start the treatments you will start feeling better.
November 9, 2016
Did you do your treatment with the picosure. I have a half sleeve that is basically all shading and has very little white. I want to get it removed.
I need real advice. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP
November 11, 2016
Shading is what leaves faster. I would def go with pico
November 11, 2016
I meant.. shading is what leaves first.
January 8, 2017
I had two nautical stars, half black, half white ink. They have been completely removed and the white ink did not oxidize. It doesn't happen in every case.
March 10, 2017
Hey dude I don't know how you feel about it now, but just know you're not alone. I've decided that it would be a great idea to get an amateur chest piece and I don't really like it sadly:/ I've had some downs too. I know it may not be on my neck like yours but I understand how you feel. If you wanna talk or anything just let me know. I'd suggest you to listen to some music you like do sports, work idk change your thoughts. and plus if you find a way to act as if "you didn't care" about your tattoo, it would make you feel better maybe .
I've had mine since feb. 6 2017 and boy I regret it...
UPDATED FROM Pauly_Ste.
13 days pre

Two weeks from today I meet with a doctor.

Pauly_Ste.
I'm so anxious today. Still two weeks away from my consultation. I'm nervous that they may say I'm a helpless case lol. I also am worried about the price tag. However, I am fully prepared to pay and this tattoo removed at all cost. I'm thinking of picking up a little part time gig. On the phone they said treatments can run from $250-450. I would be OK with $300-350 at most. I made this mistake and I gotta fix it.

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October 24, 2016
Picosure will be able to remove it forsure! It will just take time and patience. You have to wait 8-10 weeks in between each treatment. The shading will be gone with a few sessions, and the dark lettering will take longer but its achievable
October 24, 2016
Yeah I'm thinking 12 to 15 sessions even though they day 6-8. I'm just grateful it's only black ink and not colored. I wonder what the most sessions have been with PicoSure.
October 24, 2016
Picosure would prob be 8 - 10 sessions
October 24, 2016
I hope so. I'm beating myself into the ground.
October 25, 2016
Dont worry bro its definitely removable! Keep us updated with your progress
October 25, 2016
Will do bud.
October 28, 2016
Don't worry, that tattoo will be gone in no time. I had a big black piece on my arm and is completely gone. Don't forget to take pictures so you can see the evolution!
October 28, 2016
I hope so!! Thanks for reaching out. I feel helpless at times.
October 30, 2016
Picosure isn't real cheap what made you want your tatt and then immediately did not want it what was the reason Cheryl
October 30, 2016
I'm prepared to pay whatever I need to for my old neck back. I have a few tattoos and wants this neck one for awhile now, however, I gave it time to heal and then realized its way too dark. Completely ruined my looks. Everyone hates it too. I have to agree with them. It's too dark and too bold. Can't wait for it to be gone. I'm willing to pay $10, 000 for removal if need be.