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I was a fairly late bloomer and was a C cup until...

MMH1990

I was a fairly late bloomer and was a C cup until about the age of 16, but since then they've grown every year. I was perfectly happy and fine at a D cup but they refused to quit, causing me self consciousness, self loathing, insecurities, pain, etc. I almost never wear tight fitting clothing or stand up straight because I just feel foolish or like I'm looking for attention. I always thought I was a 34 DD, until I had a couple bra fittings a couple months ago to find I'm a 32E/F. Not impressed.

I'm 5'9" and about 125 pounds and it just feels disproportionate. I hide them with sports bras and most friends I've had conversations with would have guessed I was a C cup and nothing more. That's how well I strap 'em down. I suffer from chronic back and neck pain (I also have scoliosis, an S curve in my spine that causes muscle pain) but I know these heavy things are only worsening the stress put on my back daily.

I am scheduled for surgery this fall (which is fully covered thank God), and I am nervous as hell, but ready for a change, ready to feel my age. I just want to be more confident in my own body and feel comfortable wearing tighter clothing. I would currently just appreciate any thoughts/ comments from anyone about whether or not this is the best choice ( I believe it to be!) and if they think it will help with my chronic pain or not. Thanks :)

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March 21, 2013
Hi nutmeg 17! I think you will be so happy that you had this surgery. I have a slight frame and was a 30E/32DD. No one ever realized I had big boobs, as I was good at disguising them too. I had surgery 7 weeks ago and am now a full 32B/small 32C depending on the manufacturer. This is by far the best thing I ever did for myself and I wish I had done it 20 years ago! I feel so much happier and more confident in my clothes. I feel much lighter without the weight in front of me. The nerves of waiting for the surgery date to come is definitely the worst bit of the whole procedure. It is nowhere near as uncomfortable as I was expecting. If I had to, I would do it all again in a heartbeat. I think the majority of the women on this site would say the same thing. Good luck. We are all here for you :)
March 22, 2013
Hello, I am 38 and my bra size was a 38DD, I am 4'11 and weight 110. I JUST had my Surgery Feb14th, 2013 and I am HAPPY. I am healing nicely and my surgeon did an amazing job! I had low self esteem and was very self conscious wearing XL shirts. I am so excited I can't wait for Spring/ Summer so I can wear my tank tops and not feel self conscious. I had 3 different consultations and finally met a surgeon I was comfortable with. When I was in 5th grade I was a 36C and I gain weight, unfortunately that's where the weight goes :( My Insurance approved it and they covered 90% so I was very fortunate. If you suffer from Chronic pain, I think your Ins will cover it as long as you have note from your Doctor. Good luck and you won't regret it! =)
April 3, 2013
Thank you I can't wait I am very excited to feel like a new woman :) Glad for you as well!
April 3, 2013
Thank you very much for the support! It's good to hear from someone who was in such a similar situation as me! I'm hoping to be around a C cup and I can't wait.
March 21, 2013
I'm in the same boat as you really, mine just never seemed to stop growing and I was prepared to live with them until I started to get back pain and I've reached a point where I can't deal with it. But unlike you I don't have much time to think about mine, I saw my PS Wednesday and my BR is scheduled for next Wednesday. I'm so nervous but like you I feel this is the best thing to do and like you I'm praying this helps with my back pain
March 21, 2013
Thank you guys for responding and for the support! It's much appreciated and it's good to know there's so many women out there who can relate to what I'm going through. I know I'm only going to get more anxious in the up coming months but I'm really excited too :)
March 24, 2013
i think your breasts are beautiful and the scars are so hard to live with. i know. please think twice
March 25, 2013
I honestly believe that scars are a very small price to pay to be free of the chronic pain that comes with having large breasts.
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March 25, 2013
I agree. I would do it all again in a heartbeat if I needed to. The scars fade to next to nothing and I'm happy to make the trade off for smaller breasts. Its a very personal journey and pre-op anxiety seems to be a part of that journey for us all :)
March 29, 2013
I understand what you're saying Elaena. It's not that I dislike my breasts, I think they're beautiful too, but they're in disproportionation to my body. My waist is about 24", hips about 35" and my chest is 36" or 37". I am in chronic pain. I am in pain as I am typing this. I have to fork out 60-100$ a month for physio and massage therapy (and I only make about $1000 a month because I'm on modified hours BECAUSE of my back pain) So it's not that I hate my chest itself, I think they are lovely, just too big for my frame, too much of a burden for me to deal with everyday. In my city, I have only found one bra store that carries my size (30/32 F) and they only have one bra in my size and it's $70.00. I am tired of having little to no options. I am tired of feeling hunched over, like I can't stand up straight or I look ridiculous. No, ofcourse no one wants scars on their body, but for the trade I'll be getting, for the possibility of having no, or less chronic pain that puts me in tears atleast once or twice a week, that has made me feel suicidal, I am willing to make that trade. And I have thought twice, more than twice, most everyday since I was 17, so for five years! That's a long time to want this, I know that I'm sure. ( I know I posted this comment above, but I'm new to this site and I didn't realize I was supposed to submit this under reply so I didn't know if you'd see it unless it submitted again like this lol)
March 28, 2013
I understand what you're saying Elaena. It's not that I dislike my breasts, I think they're beautiful too, but they're in disproportionation to my body. My waist is about 24", hips about 35" and my chest is 36" or 37". I am in chronic pain. I am in pain as I am typing this. I have to fork out 60-100$ a month for physio and massage therapy (and I only make about $1000 a month because I'm on modified hours BECAUSE of my back pain) So it's not that I hate my chest itself, I think they are lovely, just too big for my frame, too much of a burden for me to deal with everyday. In my city, I have only found one bra store that carries my size (30/32 F) and they only have one bra in my size and it's $70.00. I am tired of having little to no options. I am tired of feeling hunched over, like I can't stand up straight or I look ridiculous. No, ofcourse no one wants scars on their body, but for the trade I'll be getting, for the possibility of having no, or less chronic pain that puts me in tears atleast once or twice a week, that has made me feel suicidal, I am willing to make that trade.
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I've given up wearing bras of late because I can't...

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I've given up wearing bras of late because I can't deal with the pain at the end of a work day. All I wear now is a wire free pink completely non supportive cotton sports bra that just kind of keeps them from moving around too much I guess but at the end of the day it gives me quite the uni - boob and I'm adjusting a lot. I look forward to the day I can just wear a normal bra and not have my neck and shoulders and upper back in agony after a couple hours at work. I'm getting anxious for these six months to go by! I went bra shopping with a friend the other day at La Senza (a store that doesn't carry my size) but I went along because she needed a new one. The sales lady asked if she could help me find my size and I told her they don't have my size (the closest is a 32DD which I bust out of completely) and she seemed quite perplexed! People aren't aware how I can hide these by pushing them in and shoving them down. Also just wanted to say thank you to those on here who've shared their stories, and understand completely where I'm coming from! It's good to know there are people out there who've shared in the same struggles as me.

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I also just want to say that I know some people on...

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I also just want to say that I know some people on here have commented on how my boobs are not THAT huge. I know they're not the size of my head, or maybe nearly as big as some women who seek out breast reductions. But that doesn't mean that I don't check off every single qualification for any one else who is seeking one out. This is a typical list of questions for who qualifies for a breast reduction. No matter what size a woman; in relation to her chest, if she can answer yes to most of these questions then there is no question in my mind this is the right thing to do.

Have you been to the doctor several times over (at least) the past year due to back, shoulder, or neck pain? YES
Are you consistently prescribed medication to help you deal with the pain? YES
Do you have constant red groove marks on your shoulders where your bra sets? YES
Do you get a frequent rash under your breasts? YES
Do your breasts hang low? YES
Do you have stretch marks around the tops of your breasts where the skin has been stretched under the weight of them? YES
Is your posture affected due to the size of your breasts? YES
Is it difficult for you to participate in sports? YES
Is it difficult to find bras in your size? YES
Have your breasts caused you unwanted attention and self-consciousness? YES
and Most importantly, are your breasts causing you emotional distress or depression? YES

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April 3, 2013
Your breasts are disproportionate for your small frame. You know that of course but you have to have oversized breasts to understand the pain and difficultly of carrying around all of that excess tissue. We all understand it here! Good for you! I wish I had a time machine to go back to your age and have it done then. I'm 40 and it doesn't get better with time. Glad you live in a country that pays for life changing surgery!
April 5, 2013
Thank you for your understanding BigBooBees ! And I am definitely very grateful for where I live that's for sure :) And that's one of the reasons I want it now, I know it's either now, or later in life. I'm trying to be pro-active for my physical and emotional well being.
April 3, 2013
im slightly jealous at how good your boobs look before you have done anything to them. mine were pretty bad before. they look way better now even though there is scars. i really do find the scars hard to live with it, but i am trying to get used to them. i was as slim as you and i just didnt feel comfortable either. i only said that you should think twice because i really think your breasts look good. in some pictures people have before reduction, i would think yeah they need it or whatever. but i do understand if you are not comfortable and if they are heavy etc and I think you will get a really good result from your reduction and because they have such a perfect shape now id say you could get away with the minimal scar techniques. :)
April 4, 2013
I would agree with the above post. Maybe that's why your breasts at first glance seem not to be needing a reduction because you're breasts do have a very nice shape and youthful look. I still think they look great on you but I know that you will feel better if the surgery reduces the pain. I know this isn't a light decision and it seems like you've been thinking about it for a while. Again, you have my support in whatever you choose! :)
April 5, 2013
Thank you. I understand they may seem like a great lookin pair of knockers but believe me you, they are no fun at all. Thanks for the support guys! :)
April 4, 2013
You can answer yes to more questions than I could. I had never been to the doctors before about my chronic pain, because I was far too embarrassed and I guess a little bit in denial that it was actually my breasts causing me pain, I'd been teased as long as I can remember (I was a dd since 13-14) and had forced myself to get used to my breast and tried my hardest to embrace them as part of who I am, this whole 'love your body' thing, I really did try but couldn't. I had close friends (not friends anymore) take digs and quite frankly constantly make me feel like [RS bleep] about my boobs so this all added to my embarrassment of not wanting to admit it was my boobs. I reached a point three weeks ago where I just could not take it anymore and I broke down, and made an appointment for the Monday. My doctor took one look at me, my posture, my shoulders, asked me a few questions and could tell how much of a constant downer they were for me and she referred me to a surgeon, I saw my surgeon who asked me very similar questions and saw my bare breasts and said right then and there that I was doing the right thing. Big boobs are not just a pysical pain they are emotionally damaging too, it's horrible not being able to go in and buy a $9 bra, or having to buy clothes above your size to Cater to your boobs, people constantly stare and always ask or make jokes about them, the CONSTANT re adjusting every step you take, the list is endless and it does ware you down. Speaking from somebody who had a huge panic about this operation, I almost had an asthma attack when they booked my appointment, I was shaking and sobbing hysterically and I looked up every worst case scenario possible and I WON'T lie to you I did panic about the scars but looking at the after photographs from my surgeon and from even the worst of healers they were ridiculously faint after a year and all these creams and oils nowadays for scars and stretch marks is endless and they all work miracles. And I mean its not like you walk down the street exposing your boobs to every person you meet, you will see them everyday, and a partner will see them (and if they are there for all the right reasons they are not going to give a [RS bleep] about two very faint scars) the scars don't impare your boobs abilities to be boobs, they are still just that: boobs, they can still be put into bras, can still breast feed, can still be touched, they don't cease to be boobs because of scars. It's also a little reminder of the brave thing you did, went through, and kicked ass at! It is Such a TINY price to pay for a brand new life really, I'm only a week post op but my life has already changed dramatically and the most I've done is move from my bed to the couch but my whole attitude about myself and my body has changed! I'm sorry I've rambled but I really cannot recommend this operation more, and I am 100% on your side and in agreement with everything you say because I can relate 100%. I guess I'm just trying to give you that extra reassurance I always got that helped me by each day knowing there were others out there who had been there with me and had done this operation and were living new incredible lives afterwards.
April 5, 2013
Thank you so much for sharing RT2119. You had my eyes watering up. You're reassurance is very much appreciated and your story is touching. Some people don't seem to understand the physical and emotional pain they cause. They think if they are causing emotional pain that you just need to see a therapist and that will take it away. I am beyond frustrated with the time, money, and tears my chest has cost me and I don't want them to run my life anymore! Thank you for your ramble and for sharing that with me! :)
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April 4, 2013
Big Boobs no matter how great they look are a pain in the ass. Well, not ass but, neck, shoulders, back, ribs, and the headaches. Honey although your girls look perky doesn't mean they are not heavy and dense and causing you unbelievable pain. I can't understand why anyone would think we would do this to ourselves for any other reason. Get this surgery. I had a dr tell me when I was 22 that all my pain stemmed from my large boobs. Well I'm 39yrs old and nursed 2 babies. The pain gets more and more ridiculous. I wish I would have listened and done this in my 20's. but im doing it now. April 12th. keep us posted and stay positive.
April 4, 2013
Well said Girly Girls!!!! I second that ... See you on the otherside Nutmeg!!!
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April 4, 2013
And as a slim woman with previously big boobs I third that! I wish I'd had the courage to have this surgery twenty years ago :)
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April 4, 2013
Very well put indeed ladies. I don't think anyone of us would have considered this surgery without good cause. It's not something you do just for fun. And it really is true that most of us got very adept at hiding the size of our breasts, so if others don't really get it (I've had this too), it's most likely due to that. And even the people who see the pictures on this site mostly don't see a full figure picture, just the boobs, and don't really get an overview of the proportions. Like Top Heavy I also wish I had this done twenty years ago. It would have saved me from so much pain and discomfort it's unreal, so you go girl!
April 5, 2013
Thanks guys! I love your support Girly Girls you said it and good for you for getting it done as well :)
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April 6, 2013
I'm sorry some girls have given you a hard time. Eff-them, who cares what they think. I was wondering though, why you are scheduled for this fall? Are you waiting for any particular reason? Finances, maybe? You will be so happy when it's done. I know I am, it's the best thing I ever did for myself.
April 6, 2013
I don't think people here have been giving the OP a "hard-time." If persons here have shared a different point of view (and I've read the comments), they've done it in the most tactful way possible. These forums are largely based on sharing opinions, perspectives -- AND encouraging thoughtful thinking and dialogue between different points-of-view. Excerpt from OP's original bio: "I would currently just appreciate any thoughts/ comments from anyone about whether or not this is the best choice ( I believe it to be!) and if they think it will help with my chronic pain or not. Thanks :)" Comments like: "Eff-them, who cares what they think" run against the philosophy of this forum and are unnecessary.
April 6, 2013
I can understand everyone's point of view when it comes to something like this. Everyone is going to have a different opinion, and when it comes down to it I will have this surgery regardless of what people think. I'm open minded to others perspectives and was mostly just looking for positive re-reinforcement and to hear from some people who have come out of this operation and are hopefully happy.. I don't have any friends really and my main moral support is my mother and my sister. It's just good to hear from other people out there who've been through this! I'm sure Rachel didn't intend to come off rude or anything, it can just be hard to hear some people tell you you don't need this when you're in pain all the time and it's like.. whattttt..... I think she was just trying to help me. Which I appreciate! thanks guys :)
April 6, 2013
this fall because that's just the wait time where I live. It took me a year and a half on a wait list to see the surgeon, and I actually thought it may take a year or more after I saw him to get it done, so six to eight months actually surprised me. I live in a very small city and I'm sure that has to do with it. and thank you for the support! :)
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April 6, 2013
It will go faster than you think. ♥
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April 6, 2013
I wrote that because I think it's a shame the OP had to list all the symptoms she has and how they affect her. My post is a response to her comment, "I also just want to say that I know some people on here have commented on how my boobs are not THAT huge." To me, that's giving a hard time to someone. I too have been following her posts, and I saw fairly quickly, two weeks ago, that when people advised her to reconsider that she justified her reasoning. Clearly, I would not be posting on this forum with my own journey if I was saying eff the people on here. I really like this forum and the support from it, and perhaps I did not express myself the same as you would have, that is just my personality; I wanted to help her feel as though she did not need to list of all the reasons she should get a BR, especially for the benefit of other people on this forum, and I still feel that way. It's a shame she feels as though she needs to do that, and it saddens me to see her try to justify herself to others that have gotten or plan to get a BR themselves. I typed a short response which I did not intend to be offensive, I just wanted convey that it really doesn't matter what other's think, it only matters what she thinks.
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April 6, 2013
exactly. I'm very happy with my surgery and it's the best thing I ever did!! Everyone on here has been very nice and helpful, but I was thinking you were looking more for support than advice per se. I wrote that because you should never feel as though you need to explain yourself... ♥
April 6, 2013
It's all good Rachel. I did not mean to misunderstand your comment. I'm sure everyone in this forum is here to give and receive support. Best wishes! :)
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April 6, 2013
Best wishes to you too Ellis; you have been very nice and supportive here. Are you planning on getting a BR, or have you already? I had mine 3 weeks ago. I'm trying to have a baby soon, and although most people advised me to wait until after pregnancy, I honestly could not imagine having to carry the weigh of a pregnant belly and my breasts. I don't think I could have. I discussed in length breast feeding with my PS, and he said it is a 50/50 chance, but I am hopeful. I don't regret my desicion though. I've never felt better!
April 6, 2013
No, no BR's here! A family member is currently undergoing the procedure and I found this website to help her with her journey. She is currently in the pre-op process and will make a Real Self account soon to share her story. Accept my congratulations for a successful surgery! I hope you're able to breastfeed as I'm a HUGE advocate for it! Crossing my fingers for you! :)
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April 10, 2013
I know it is not fair. I live in Sk. It only took a month for my pre-op but my surgery has not been scheduled. I have to wait at least 6 months to 15 months before I can have my surgery. My sister is on Ontario she waited about two months for her referral, saw the surgeon the next week. It took about two months to get approved and she can book whenever she wants. She is losing some weight so she has opted to do the surgery in August. It will be at least Christmas before its realistic for me to hope for my date. Right now I am studying for finals and I can barely sit still. It is very frustrating.
May 4, 2013
Thank you very much for your support and understanding :) It means a lot even coming from a stranger it's good to feel understood