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31 Year Old , 2 kids, 8 Month Post Breast Augmentation, Want Them Out!!!! - California
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I'm 31 years old, had surgery almost 8 months ago...
I'm 31 years old, had surgery almost 8 months ago and I regret it every single day... I am thinking about removing my implants but I'm so nervous and anxious about the after removal outcome... I was always so self conscious about my small breast and even though my husband always told me how much he loved me the way I was and that I didn't need to add anything to my body, I was always unhappy and wanted to get big boobs really bad.... Now I realized that I was a big mistake and this horrible experience has just teach me to appreciate and love my self for who I am and not for what I think I need to look beautiful in people's eyes.
I wish I could go back in time and had listened to my husband, he is amazing and even now he supports me 100% on my decision of removing my implants.
I have 350cc silicone over the muscle, they look nice and sexy but they feel horrible!!!.... They are uncomfortable and hard... I used to work out and dance, I can't do none of that stuff now, its painful, they fill firm as rocks when I lay down and I have throbbing pain and off and on burning sensation on both breast, this has affected me so bad physically and emotionally to the point where I found myself crying every day..... I really want to take them out but I'm so afraid that I will get myself into something worst, I shouldn't even put myself through this in the first place. I hope I can find support and encouragement here as long as any advice you ladies can give me. A friend told me that my breast will look even smaller and probably deformed after explanation, is that true??... I just want to think that she is so happy with her implants that she is trying to convince me to keep mine too. At least I have my husband's support. I'm depressed and anxious all the time.... I need advice please. Thank you
I wish I could go back in time and had listened to my husband, he is amazing and even now he supports me 100% on my decision of removing my implants.
I have 350cc silicone over the muscle, they look nice and sexy but they feel horrible!!!.... They are uncomfortable and hard... I used to work out and dance, I can't do none of that stuff now, its painful, they fill firm as rocks when I lay down and I have throbbing pain and off and on burning sensation on both breast, this has affected me so bad physically and emotionally to the point where I found myself crying every day..... I really want to take them out but I'm so afraid that I will get myself into something worst, I shouldn't even put myself through this in the first place. I hope I can find support and encouragement here as long as any advice you ladies can give me. A friend told me that my breast will look even smaller and probably deformed after explanation, is that true??... I just want to think that she is so happy with her implants that she is trying to convince me to keep mine too. At least I have my husband's support. I'm depressed and anxious all the time.... I need advice please. Thank you
UPDATED FROM Kat.1984
Capsule???.... lift or no lift?
I think i will probably need a lift after removing my implants but im not sure about it, breast augmentation was so painful that i would hate to put myself on that road again......... why is it that a lot of people prefer not to do a lift after removing their implants, is it because its as painful and complicated as to have implants done?... is it because of the extra cost?... or because of the scars?.... also i have been reading other stories and I've noticed people talking about having their capsule removed along with the implants and others don't even mentioned..... I don't really know what that is?... what is the capsule?....what is the difference about removing the capsule and not removing it
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February 25, 2016
The capsule is your body protecting itself...so it immediately forms a capsule ove the foreign object. It can also enclose any leaks (which is why somtimes all looks well until surgery). Though you've only had yours for months, as they remain in the body, there can be calcification of the capsules, infection, even toxins from the implants themselves (as the materials break down). From all I have learned, there are many women who DO NOT remove the capsules because they are told that their bodies reabsorb them...and they go one to have issues just because of the capsules....PS do not want to bother as it takes extra time...the ones that do believe they need to be removed - will tell you your body does not reabsorb them. The capsules should be sent to pathology.
If a surgeon refuses- find another one!
As far as the lift- it seems women who had larger breasts to begin with, and have also gained/lost volume over the years- choose to do this. The size of your implant...breastfeeding etc all affect the tissue.
Without knowing your preimplant size, you may look just fine, and luckily you are just months after...you will not have years and years of stretching :) It really is amazing how so many women look better after explant!
A good surgeon will be the one to help you decide if a lift is needed.
Look at as many photos as you can, there are so many great results!
If a surgeon refuses- find another one!
As far as the lift- it seems women who had larger breasts to begin with, and have also gained/lost volume over the years- choose to do this. The size of your implant...breastfeeding etc all affect the tissue.
Without knowing your preimplant size, you may look just fine, and luckily you are just months after...you will not have years and years of stretching :) It really is amazing how so many women look better after explant!
A good surgeon will be the one to help you decide if a lift is needed.
Look at as many photos as you can, there are so many great results!

February 26, 2016
You've only had your implants for a short while so if you didn't need a lift before you got your implants, most likely you will not need one if you get an explant. Most women like to wait to see how they look after their explant and see what they have before undergoing a lift because they might not need or want one. Most are pleasantly surprised they do not need one. In my case there was nothing left to lift so that would of been a disaster if they did a lift on me (which one P.S. said I had to have or I would look horrible!) because I would of ended up with just perky nipples and scars. At least I have a tiny bit to put into a bra! There are so many conflicting opinions on the capsule and whether it needs to come out. Some are adamant it has to come out--others say it is totally unnecessary. In my opinion you need to find a surgeon you trust and who has experience with explants. Go on several consultations until you find one you are comfortable with. I also read the stories and looked at pictures of people on this site that had similar stats as mine. I really learned a lot. I had textured saline 300cc implants under the muscle and I had my implants for 20yrs--a long time! I had an explant with NO lift and NO capsule removal and NO drains. I wanted the least invasive surgery that would give me the results I wanted. I had general anesthesia instead of local and that way if more work needed to be done (like on the capsule or drains) he would be able to do it during surgery. I left that up to him and his expertise. I couldn't be more happy with my outcome. I feel great and I love the way they look. Keep researching this site--it is filled with valuable information. Look at my post and others that are similar. Good luck. It is a pretty easy surgery and very easy recovery. Please don't make yourself crazy over this process. I did and it drove me a little insane! It truly is a simple procedure for a qualified surgeon. You have a huge thing going for you---only 8months with these foreign objects. And I can't say this enough. It was absolutely the best decision I have made in a very long time. Read my post. Good luck and you can message me and ask me anything.

February 26, 2016
Thank you Julie.... I think the surgeon did a lift when he did my BA.... I don't know if the lift stays after they remove my implants....???.....
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February 26, 2016
Thanks for posting the pics. You have a tiny frame and you look really fit and healthy. I think you would be a great candidate for explant only without a lift. You don't look like you have any sag now so I don't think you will if you explant. This is my opinion only (I am not a doctor!). I told myself that if I didn't like the way I looked after the explant then there where options out there. Keep researching and find a great surgeon that has knowledge in doing explants. Good luck!
February 26, 2016
They do look heavy...They look like my 340 silicone overs....except I am very saggy from my implants and you are not at all. Just compare your photos with mine. I am 20 years older than you but I have a small frame like you. I am 5'1 and normally 125 lbs but have gained 10+ pounds since my implant surgery.
I really don't think that you will need a lift. You have only had them in for a short period of time. I have done a lot of research on removal of the capsule. You should do the research yourself and see if you feel comfortable with leaving the capsule in. After 6 months it is almost a guarantee that you will have formed a capsule. Even though your implants may not be leaking, there can be a transfer or a silicone bleed which can get absorbed by the capsule....so there may be toxins within the capsule. I would HATE for you to have the explant and then later on do the research and then wish that you had an explant with removal of the capsule/scar tissue. There is a video on this site by Dr. Feng who performs the explant "enbloc" which means that the capsule is dissected from your breast with the implant inside of it. You may want to look at that video and look into the information on capsules. Some say that if you leave the capsule there will always be some fluid between the capsule and your breast tissue and some say that if you leave the capsule, it could show up on a mammogram or any type of imaging as a small mass that might mimmick a worrisome spot such as a cancerous entity. Please look into this further. Your surgeon will probably tell you that because it's been such a short period of time that you don't need to and maybe you don't, we will never know for sure if it would be a problem for you in the future but for me, I want all of it out. I've only had mine in for 15 months and I have had health issues which may be related to silicone toxicity so I need to have everything taken out....
I think you should just trust your gut and if you don't like the implants, get rid of them and you will get rid of all your anguish and anxiety and can go back to being your natural self.
Keep us updated on what you decide!
I really don't think that you will need a lift. You have only had them in for a short period of time. I have done a lot of research on removal of the capsule. You should do the research yourself and see if you feel comfortable with leaving the capsule in. After 6 months it is almost a guarantee that you will have formed a capsule. Even though your implants may not be leaking, there can be a transfer or a silicone bleed which can get absorbed by the capsule....so there may be toxins within the capsule. I would HATE for you to have the explant and then later on do the research and then wish that you had an explant with removal of the capsule/scar tissue. There is a video on this site by Dr. Feng who performs the explant "enbloc" which means that the capsule is dissected from your breast with the implant inside of it. You may want to look at that video and look into the information on capsules. Some say that if you leave the capsule there will always be some fluid between the capsule and your breast tissue and some say that if you leave the capsule, it could show up on a mammogram or any type of imaging as a small mass that might mimmick a worrisome spot such as a cancerous entity. Please look into this further. Your surgeon will probably tell you that because it's been such a short period of time that you don't need to and maybe you don't, we will never know for sure if it would be a problem for you in the future but for me, I want all of it out. I've only had mine in for 15 months and I have had health issues which may be related to silicone toxicity so I need to have everything taken out....
I think you should just trust your gut and if you don't like the implants, get rid of them and you will get rid of all your anguish and anxiety and can go back to being your natural self.
Keep us updated on what you decide!

February 26, 2016
Thank you Ryli... This os very helpfull... I will for sure look into that and research more about the capsule being removed.... Ive heard removing it can increase the risk of bleeding.. Its overwhelming sometimes!!!... And it's so hard to know what the best option is :-(
February 26, 2016
If you find a skilled surgeon who performs a lot of the enbloc procedures, you should not have to worry... But again, of course it's what you feel is right for you. I,m a worrier so if I leave the capsule in, I would always be worried that toxins are still in my system. I think any risk of bleeding is better than the alternative of the worry in my opinion. Maybe if your health is fine you would be ok but just check it out before you decide! I wish you the best :)

February 27, 2016
Thank you.... Same to you!!... When is your surgery??.... Did you resolve the heart issue ?
February 27, 2016
I don't have a surgery date yet only a consultation date of March 31. I'm waiting as fast as I can! Hoping I can get in earlier with a cancellation. The fluid around the heart is not at an amount that anything would be done with it. It's just another sign to me of inflammation and related to auto immune disorder which leads me to think its the silicone that my body is reacting to....
Can't wait to get these things out of me!
Can't wait to get these things out of me!
February 28, 2016
Hi Ryli6464....just noticed your comment here- have you had illness related to your implants? I've had mine since age 17 (I'm 43)....sigh...finding so many women who have been suffering....is your story posted here?
February 28, 2016
I think there is some really great advice being given here! How I wish I had this almost 20 years ago when I wanted mine out and the PS made me feel like I would be a freak....I also think it is amazing (and brave) that women post their photos of before and after- also SO SO helpful :)
You look really symmetrical, and based on your age and how long you have had them- you will look great after removal. I wish I had known about removing 'capsules' when I had my first silicone implants removed at 25 (replaced with saline). Whatever was left, capsule, scar tissue, or any breakdown of the silicone implants- I will never know....that really bothers me.
I have been sick for years....and the information you have access to now- could have changed my life!
If you have a PS telling you bleeding is a concern (removing capsule), I would be hesitant....if you can, please find a surgeon who has an understanding of 'why' the capsules should not be left....they are out there!
You are so young, it would be a shame for you to go through this only to have further issues down the road.....there are women who have to go BACK for capsule removal or parts not cleaned out properly....that would be awful!
I'm booked to travel from Canada to see Dr. Feng at the end of April.... I want to be done with this all for good !!
Do your implants feel tight? you will likely not have any loose skin at all....you will feel such relief :)
You look really symmetrical, and based on your age and how long you have had them- you will look great after removal. I wish I had known about removing 'capsules' when I had my first silicone implants removed at 25 (replaced with saline). Whatever was left, capsule, scar tissue, or any breakdown of the silicone implants- I will never know....that really bothers me.
I have been sick for years....and the information you have access to now- could have changed my life!
If you have a PS telling you bleeding is a concern (removing capsule), I would be hesitant....if you can, please find a surgeon who has an understanding of 'why' the capsules should not be left....they are out there!
You are so young, it would be a shame for you to go through this only to have further issues down the road.....there are women who have to go BACK for capsule removal or parts not cleaned out properly....that would be awful!
I'm booked to travel from Canada to see Dr. Feng at the end of April.... I want to be done with this all for good !!
Do your implants feel tight? you will likely not have any loose skin at all....you will feel such relief :)

February 28, 2016
Oh they feel really tight!!!.... I feel like my skin is stretching all the time.... That really bothers me.... Extremely uncomfortable.... I do want to do this soon but at the same time I want to get all the information and knowledge I need before doing anything
February 28, 2016
I know what they feel like- mine have been like that forever and I just 'shut up'.....you will do what is right for you, and there is that inner voice that some are smart enough to follow- and others take years to hear it whisper and then scream. I sort of sound like a 'mother' here, but you don't need those! We ALL need to remember what boobies are suppose to like....yes-research and follow your heart :)
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I was fit, active, and the mother of a 9&10 year old girl and boy....their lives changed....I am now 43, and am having them explanted enbloc....THEY are not worth the risk of ruining your health and life!
You've only had them for 8 months- you will look great :)
Please save your health....I wish I could go back in time and not have wasted precious years.....
Good luck, and best wishes :)