290 cc smooth round HP 2.5 weeks Post Op

Stats: 31yrs, 118 lbs, 5'6 1/2, 34A, BWD 12cm on right, 11cm on left, mother of 3, each breastfed for 18 months.

I owe realself, I have been on this site constantly fir the past 2 years, and now it's my turn give back! I have always been small breasted, and although there were times I wished to be bigger, I liked my small boobs! But after breastfeeding so much, they are just not as likeable anymore:(

I had my consult last Friday and my surgery is set for March 6th. It's all happening so fast!

The consultation: the doctor told me which implants he likes, the newest and most expensive, smooth, round Natrelle Inspira. He said he doesn't like to use the teardrop or shaped ones because eventually they start sagging down. He prefers smooth over textured because it's safer, behind the muscle, under breast incision because areola incision is more likely to cause infection.

He measured my chest and recommended High Profile. Then his assistants gave me 5 implants to choose from that fit my BWD: 190 cc, 235 cc, 255 cc, 290 cc, 335 cc. See the chart in my pictures.

I took the 255cc and 290cc home for the weekend to try them on with different outfits. I later borrowed the 235cc.

This is all I can write right now, I will give more details later!

I cannot decide on what size I want at all. I have looked at so many boobs and it has left me very confused. I have read about boob greed and I think I'm getting it! When I think about which women that I find beautiful, they are all small chested, and that looks beautiful on them...why can't I see myself that way? But the more boobs I look at, the bigger I want mine to be! I have looked at a lot, I think I know what [RS bleep] addicts must feel like lol.

One minute I want small, the next I want big, at times I think it's stupid that I'm doing this in the first place. The smallest I can go is 190 cc HP and the biggest is 335 cc HP. What is the best value, $ per cc? Just kidding.

I ask myself, Why did I want BA in the first place? To fill out my deflated breasts after breastfeeding. But now that I can choose, maybe I can get big ones! Should I just stick with my original plan of having smallish breasts and just getting them filled up? But most of you wish you had gone bigger!!!What do I want? Ugh!!!

And I can't seem to find many pictures of women with the Natrelle Inspira soft touch implants. I know they are not yet available in the USA, so that is why. Anyone?

Anyways, I have my pre op on Monday, so I'll keep updating here!

Because of great advice, I'm snapping out of this "boob greed" and sticking to my original plan of staying smallish. The 290 cc sizers looked huge on me so I will probably go with the 235 cc or 255 cc...I'll decide at my pre-op on Monday and make this decision thinking of the long term. The truth is, if I go big, I'll wish I was smaller, if I go small I will wish I went bigger... If I go medium, who knows what I will wish. I just need to make a decision and move on.