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Hello girls, I ´ve been posting and encouraging...
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Hello girls, I ´ve been posting and encouraging to write my own review, I am still here in Mexico (where I did my BA) but , next week I am going to CA where my mom and sister live, I am so excited to be with them again, I am a single mom of two adorable kids. I am 31. To be honest I don´t feel good with these plastic items inside me, especially my right breast feels, very uncomfortable, kind of sored, numbness, and also the feeling something is pulling right inside there, I am about to be 8 weeks post BA, I had 380 silicone over the muscle. You guys have no idea how I regret of this decision. Anyway, I am pretty sure I want to do a removal in SO CAL, my wonderful sister has scheduled some consultations in the area for me. I am wondering how much this will cost, I am short in money, but I don´t want to keep this anymore. I was wrong with implants would help me to look and feel better, it´s for sure I think different now about appearance, LOOKING IS NOT EVERYTHING !! we have to feel great!! so I am not feeling like that :((...... I totally have the support of my mom and sis. if you ladies have more info about doctors, procedures, costs, whatever will be very helpful, just as I received info and support through this site, YOU GUYS ROCK !! I really appreciate your time.
UPDATED FROM mozzaa
I am scheduled for consultations
Hello Girls, I am scheduled with different PS´s William Aello, Marcel Daniels, Andrew Smith and Michelle Spring, Los Alamitos, Long Beach, Irvine and Marina del Rey, I would like to know if someone had a procedure with them, actually one is a referral, I appreciate your help. I can´t stand this, I can´t rest enough, I can´t sleep, :( ....... is this normal ?
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June 26, 2013
Andrew Smith is a GREAT surgeon... He did my BA, though he might be a little expensive for a simple removal. Dr. Ali did my removal and he is a GREAT surgeon too, he is amazing!

June 26, 2013
Good to know that !! I like referrals, you told me about Dr. Ali I have not scheduled with him, at least you paid less for the removal since you had salines, but mine are silicone. How much Dr. Ali is charging for the consultation ?

June 27, 2013
I'm not sure if they still have the free consultation deal that I got, he is so worth it though, very trust worthy.
UPDATED FROM mozzaa
I am really tired and depressed....
Hi girls, I don´t know how to manage this..... I am driving crazy I can´t sleep and I am depressed, I can´t stop telling myself how stupid I am, if there was someone to tell me to think twice before getting implants, I know there are worst things, but I just feel miserable, I didn´t and I couldn´t even imagine the way I will feel from having these things. My god, I can´t focus, I m just spending my time thinking on the WHY ? I am amazed I spent my money in order to get physicological and emotional issues. please ladies I need your support, I just can´t be like this way anymore, I cry, and my kids start crying too because they don´t understand what is wrong with me. I am really concerned, they need me physically and mentally healthy.
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June 27, 2013
Mozzaa, I understand completely how you feel. I have the same regrets and sadness every day. What's working for me is to feel those feelings, and also move forward on the plan to get my body back. I explanted 7 days ago, and I am so happy to be free and be myself, whatever that looks like at the moment. One step at a time. Regrets are part of the process of acceptance. Next step for me is healing, physically and emotionally and being at peace with and loving my body naturally. Isn't that what we all want? I'm not thinking about how I can look better all the time, just how I can be more in love with the real me. I'm not saying I may not choose to have a lift in a year, but right now the loving thing for my body feels like no more surgery. Hugs to you my friend! We are here for you.

June 28, 2013
Thanks 1maurigirl, this is very hard, I can´t understand why I decided to have my BA at first place, it seems to be a nightmare for me ...... I don´t know what to expect, I am so sad. I just want to have this feeling gone. thanks for your support.
June 27, 2013
I know that feeling , when I first got my BA done for about 2 months I had nightmares waking up crying for help talking in my sleep it was all because silicone I feared in my body I just keep thinking they were leaking . I eventually had enough and took me a Xanax to sleep one night after that the dreams stopped and I didn't take no more. My right hurt me as well but now there gone I can feel that it was irritated by how it was sitting in there that spot is tender now there gone. My implants looked brand new after they were removed this was a relief. But the pressure they put on my breast has caused cyst I think . I watched a video on u tube on how hard a silicone implant could be squeezed and it helped ease my mind because I was scared to death they were going to bust when my ps pulls them out under my arms those things can take a tuggin . I wish you the best and hope you get some rest X. Ohh and my ps wasn't very helpful he said if you want them removed ok , never explained nothing I guess he felt like he knows what he's doing and didnt have too. All the doctors I seen couldn't believe I had no brushing or much swelling and dropped within 2 weeks so I knew he was good so I had to step out in faith and use him and he aced my removal very talented man that don't like to explain much . I guess he thinks the proof is in the puddin.

June 28, 2013
HI Little bell, My god, it is really sad we had to go through this. Also since my implants are silicone I am affraid about the removal, I wish I can find the right PS, I had to move my consultations for more 6 days because a delay of my trip to CA, thanks for sharing your experience, it is kind of relieve to know I am not the only one who had this feelings. Blessings.
June 28, 2013
Yes I was joking around telling my brother when I was done with him and healed I wanted to slap the [RS bleep] out of him for not letting me try on sizers but I know two wrongs don't make a right. I'm just glad he did a good job removing them.

June 28, 2013
You made me laugh !! I know what you are saying, I tried a sizer and I said it´s ok. I was also so stupid, to agree with my PS was going to look to what size she will go for , at least they don´t look so big in my frame, despite in the pic look look bigger. I totally agree with two wrongs don´t make a right, it´s a good one ..... Glad to know you are satisfied with your removal job.

June 27, 2013
Many of us have felt what you are going through Mozzaa. You are taking steps to feel better by going to consultations. You will be on the other side soon. Accept that you've made a mistake and bravely move onto your journey of explantation. I felt like you did in December after revisions that didn't hold. I went to a consultation, picked a date and then accepted that I made a mistake, but that I would make the best and learn from it. Don't be so hard on yourself! Be there and present for your kids, concentrate on them, and soon your time will be here! Hang in there hon!

June 28, 2013
IHi latte, I know what you´re saying, you are right, I try to do my best everyday, I wish and pray this situation and these feelings go away soon, I need my kids, they need me. I don´t know why I am so hard on myself, I just want to be ok as I used to be, someone told me today that I look different, tired and not enthusiastic as I use to ...........


June 27, 2013
I agree with latte23. Don't over think it, what's done is done and now work on moving towards a solution. You should also be proud of yourself for realizing the mistake like many of us did...instead of living your life being misarable inside, prettending everything is fine just for the sake of appearances or what others may think is good looking or atractive. You have learned a lot from this and that says a lot of good things about your character :).

June 28, 2013
That´s the point I know I over think a lot, I know there is a solution, and to be honest I really freak out of the outcome mentally and physically. I thought I was strong enough, I am really impressed at how many of you, thinks positive and enthusiastic to get your body back, you guys rock !!! and let me tell you WantNatural I love your attitude, I would like to have it, I m sometimes too positive, then I suddenly change to the other side, I appreciate your nice words.
June 29, 2013
Hey, I just popped over and read your review. I remember feeling all what you are going through as many others have too. We're all here to support you :o) (hugs) Try not to be too hard on yourself. You've been very brave to realise as soon as you have and you're taking steps towards explant already. Its all normal to be very emotional, anxious, angry at yourself for doing it and wishing you could turn back the clock. As much as its been an awful 6 years living with mine, I try not to regret, rather see it as my journey to where I am and who I am today. Deep down, I think it was something I had to do unfortunately. At the mo you may feel like you're in a whirlpool of emotions, but once you've seen a consultant and set a date, you'll feel much better. Let me know how you get on next week. Very best of luck x

June 29, 2013
Thanks resyjam, it is something I just was thinking today, once I have my consultations and scheduled my surgery I will feel much better. Hopefully I think all those feelings you had went away. For the reason of all of you guys had inspired me to take this decision even though I am in a very early post op stage, since I don´t feel myself as it was and don´t feeling comfortable, and because I also have the knowledgment of the negative side, I don´t want to wait too long, what for ? you are brave for the reason you wait all this time, and you finally decided is your turn to explant. I think is the best decision for you. Again I am so thankful ladies as you, support me and bring useful information, I could never forget this !! of course I will inform how I am doing. as I told you wish you the best for this coming monday. a big day for you !!! God Bless you
June 29, 2013
Ah thank you. Yes, I felt I lost apart of myself when I got my implants in. Took a while to realise but I got there. I'll be getting that part of me back once I'm rid I'm sure. I went into myself more and living with this secret (not many people know) is not a way to live at all. Not able to wear certain clothes incase my 'secret' got out. I look forward to no more of that. Freedom will soon be here. And for you too x
June 29, 2013
Wow roseyjam, you said what I felt for the 19 months I had them in. Always keeping a secret, no one in my family knew except my daughter. Haven't been home to visit family since I had them in. Well, they are out! 9 days now, and I'm planning a trip home in August! Freedom is a wonderful thing.

June 29, 2013
Yeahhh !!! I really want freedom too !! I know exactly what you are saying, we wanted to be more confident and we just try to hide our breast, ridiculous uuh ? ready to feel your real self ??? so excited for you !!!

June 29, 2013
Wow, that´s good !!! nothing better than visiting family !!! good for you maui !!
June 29, 2013
Mozza ..remember dancers look funny with big boobs. Much more graceful to look lithe and smooth..Hey Rosie is a dancer too!! :)

June 29, 2013
I knowww !!!!! I messed up, how come I didn´t think on that ? well, in fact I did, but my desire to have big boobs, it was like a dream. So dumb decision. roseyjam is a dancer ??
June 29, 2013
Yes, it's weird to look at myself in the mirror now, but so much better! I look pretty flat because I'm still wearing compression bras but I love the thin trim look!

June 30, 2013
So glad to hear they're out and you feel so free :o) Fantastic news about your trip! You'll really enjoy it now your completely natural x
June 30, 2013
You're so right there! Before BA I thought 'I can wear the tops I really want when I have my implants in'...Got that wrong! I really couldn't in fear of people knowing I was a 'fakie'. Turns out, I wore what I really wanted to before BA and I think I was more confident then, in clothes, than with the implants! Crazy mind! Lol x
June 30, 2013
I'm so ready to feel my 'real self' :o) Cuddles will be much nicer too and more confortable. Once, someone hugged me tight and I thought they were gunna pop! Over the past year I've been trying to look smaller. In a few months, I'll be trying to look bigger no doubt! Haha x
June 30, 2013
Hey Dancelite :o) I'm hoping I dance much better without having these implants and op hanging over me. Looking back in hindsight I really see that worring they don't move like natural ones and people finding out is not good for performance. Before BA I thought I needed implants for the Latin dresses especially, and dya know what I've never worn one since BA! That tell's me big 'fake' boobs aren't everything! Lesson learned :o) One more sleep to go x

June 30, 2013
I know, this is ridiculous, I used to wear whatever I wanted too !!!, now, I am just hiding my new ones.

June 30, 2013
YES !! I feel the same when huging and I can´t rest well because I just can sleep on my back, I can´t sleep on the sides. hahah, I don´t think so ! you are going to love being flat again,

June 30, 2013
Yeahh, one more sleep, so excited !!!! My god, I feel so stupid because I thought before that my body was well designed for dancing, and I ruined. totally agree fake boobs aren´t everything !!! I am a dance teacher and I can feel how my students look at my boobs, I can´t move properly, so that´s not good for performance.
June 30, 2013
Thanks! It should be fun. Planning on taking it easy, taking care of myself. I have to move before I go, eek! Not good planning, but I'll get lots of help. :)
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