30 Y.o. 5'10" 140lbs. 550cc silicone under muscle - Burien, WA

So I've been lurking around here like a fat perve in a trenchcoat @ McDonald's playland. Loving hearing & seeing all you ladies results getting more & more excited for my big day. So I've been flat chested all my life & the only one in my whole family who missed the giveaway @ the breast bank. The largest my boobs ever were is an underfilled cupcake cup B. I was 163 lbs then. During my weight loss journey(163-112 not always healthy:( ) my already sad bewbs became a miserable negative A. Not so bad when ur itty nitty all over but I gained some much needed weight but my boobs refused to eat w the rest of the cool kids. So I decided its time to force feed them & give me the cleavage I've never had. I had my consultation June 23 with Dr. Brecht and reading the reviews n hanging in the community only amplified my desire to join the breast of the future club. I initially chose 600ccs becuase every sizer I tried on really didn't seem to make a difference! Again this site helped me come to my sense and I chose 500cc and my pre-op and doc added 50cc since we went under muscle. I was super happy at first then I thought wow look @ those gozungas! Their huge! How come they didn't look this big in my consult or on other real selfers. Serious boob sadness. So now I'm not sure I feel too too big especially coming from next to nothing. But I assume I'm just going through what I've seen 75% of real selfers discuss. I have my 2nd post op tomorrow. Will probably post a bit more instead of being a garden gnome from now on.

So I don't think my Dr. is that attentive. I feel like she always just wants to get me out of the room! And I'm always waiting in the back office for about 20 mins b4 I c her even if I'm the only 1 there! Today she had some weird stuff on her under eye I thought it was a failed attempt at some trendy new under eye shadow(as she clearly was not matching her skin tone in any manner it was like blue Elmer's paste) anyway it was really distracting. She told me she had to create a fold as I asked y it seems I can still see the indentation of the implant on my left boobsicle. She says it will settle and I hope that's true. She then cut my stitched & tried to sell me biocurnum. The price hurt my feelings n so I passed. Is there anything else I can use for this nasty scar that may help? Like bio-oil or aloe vera? Anyone ever tried those? I had a job interview today & I just felt like Chesty Larue. I really didn't want highbeams just headlights. Boy I hope they settle. Especially since my tush isn't big. I don't want to look like the letter "P". I'm working on it. If its not one thing it's another...sigh. Today was first day that they didn't feel heavy though so that's good. I did feel some pain with the incision removal & having to reach,hope they don't fall out. Got OK to go back to gym n do stationary bike & even squats,woot! Waiting on as as they r still so meaty. No messages for me & I can apparently lay anyway I want? Hmm is she tryna sabotage my results? Like everything she says is total opposite what I read here & then she just sent me off w a list of stuff. Also "blind bought" a 5$ 36 D bra from wally world. Something's just not quite right:(

They seem to be dropping & fluffing quite a bit. Left dropped more than right & is much softer & jigglier. It has also started blending much better w implant as I can barely c where 1 meets the other now. Hope that continues. They no longer feel like foreign objects on my chest n I have no pain other than occasionally @ the incision site. Working out kind of sucks as I feel them bouncing up & down when I do the elliptical machine & I still can't do arms like I want & they are so soft & squishy now I hate it,lost so much muscle in that short time I wasn't able to work out. All in all very happy so far.