Came out of surgery with uneven sized breasts

Silberg was approved by insurance and had lots of good reviews, so I went to him for a breast reduction. He was super warm and reassuring the first time I met him but increasingly short and impatient with me afterwards. I always felt bad asking questions like I was annoying him so I shut up and smiled so he would like me. Came out of surgery with uneven sized breasts - my areolas are vastly different one tiny and one huge (wth?) and one breast the incision isnt under the breast but on the side of my breast, so it shows. He said “huh, wonder how that happened”. On the other breast the sutures are weird making the bottom pinch into a straight line instead of a curve. I went back for almost a year while he tried to correct the issues with no improvement. Now 3 years later, still uneven, still deformed and also flat on top. The profile view dips in under the breast bone before curving out slight where my breast is. I can feel an empty hole when I rais my arm up. I feel ugly and deformed. I dont understand how he is still allowed to operate. He wanted to cut into me to fix the hypertrophic scarring. I asked if we could try steroid injections first he said no and had his asst schedule the procedure. When i showed up he asked if we already tried injections (?!) is he going senile as well? I hate him for making me feel bad for asking questions. I should have known better but I was so excited about having it approved by insurance and finally getting it done I didnt want to wait another 3-6 months to find a new dr to apply to my insurance company again.