I cry when I look in the mirror

I paid 15k out of my savings. I had to be there at 5 am to get ready for surgery, there was a lady from out of the country who was also scheduled the exact same time as me with mendieta so I thought that was weird. I had never even met mendieta until the MORNING of my SURGERY how weird is that ! He trains his nurses to go over everything for him, I am new to all this so I was like well he is busy and kinda famous so maybe this how it is? Anyway he took me in first instead of the lady that was scheduled also. Hours later I woke up everything was fine I looked at my breasts and they were a mess but that's too be expected with surgery ..let me remind you I had a breast reduction I was a 36DD wanted to be a C also had a bbl .. the bbl turned out great my boobs not soo much fast forward here I am a year later with disfigured breasts , keloid scars , nipples are weird and I regret going to him. Remember you are paying for the name with this "famous " surgeons they are high volume and go through patients like a factory there is no one on one time or personal time with these surgeons. I'm now looking for a reconstructive surgeon to fix me wish me luck