Is a perfectionist! So disappointed I can't see him again

I dated my date of surgery as 2017 because this site would not allow me to put a date before then. However I think people need to know just how long this man has been so talented and the change he made in my life. The rest is gospel. I had a mastectomy in 2003. Dr. Breazeale did my reconstruction with under the muscle implants. He did a superb job. I was so proud of what I looked like. SO PROUD! I looked better after the mastectomy than I did before it! Could not sing higher praises about this mans surgical skills. He is the best at reconstruction in our area. I think it was 2006 my “ pocket” fell and my breast on the right was grossly uneven. This is in no way a reflection of Dr. Breazeales surgical ability...I probably caused this by being too rough on myself. Anyway, i had to go to another surgeon to fix this as Dr. Breazeale quit taking insurance and went to a cash basis only. I was so so so so so disappointed at the second surgeons repair of this...I went from being so proud of the way I looked to horrified and ashamed of my mastectomy results. I am ashamed of breasts now. I’m single and would love to have a relationship but I can’t. I refuse to take my clothes and let someone see this mess on my chest. My old implants Dr. Breazeale put in which were PERFECT were removed and larger ones put in. The second surgeon said he had to put bigger ones in so I would be even. I look HORRIBLE. They are entirely too big for my frame and hurt my neck. Two weeks ago I fell and I think I have pulled a muscle surrounding the right breast or the implant has ruptured because I’m having severe pain. I’m having to wrap my chest to control pain. It will just have to heal without medical attention because I cannot afford cash for Dr. Breazeale and I refuse to let any other physician touch me after the last one ruined Dr. Breazeales beautiful work. This man is the best in this area for what he does! Never question using him. My surgery by Dr. Breazeale was in 2002...he was very talented and a perfectionist in 2002. He has had 17 years of experience since the perfect surgery he did on me...I can only imagine how talented he is now! Thank you Dr. Breazeale for giving me back my self esteem even though it was only for a short three years. I will never forget what it felt like to be proud of what I looked like.