Alone on My Boob Quest (3.5 STARS)

I am having a breast lift and augmentation & a minor revision to an old BBL/lipo TOMORROW...and I am absolutely petrified!!!!!!!
I keep asking myself if I am sure I want to do this. I am so very nervous. I had BBL and lipo about seven year ago and I was super excited—and love my outcome!
I had a vertical sleeve gastrectomy on May 15, 2018 and considered it the beginning of a new life. And it was, indeed!!!!!
I lost almost 60 pounds—from 263 to 206. I have NEVER regretted either procedure. My boobs paid the price.
But I am 48...aren’t they supposed to sag now...!?
I keep asking myself if I should quit while I am ahead. No one is supportive of my BL/BA. My husband is so upset as is my mom, aunt and best friend.
I am doing this with ZERO emotional support from those I love most.
I pray to God that my mental state will not impact my health. I also pray that my sisters online will send me positive messages to keep me strong.
Amen.

I was having MAJOR pre-surgery blues. I was absolutely scared yesterday and the day prior—kept asking myself WHY am I doing this!?? Am I testing fate for mere vanity? Do those around me really love me if they do not support what I want?

Well, since the surgery yesterday my Mom has been a real angel. My husband has been supportive from afar. I return home in Friday’s!

I only ended up getting a BL/BA and lipo on the inner thighs.

I could stand the thought of an incredibly difficult recovery that would Have been necessary for a breast and booty lift at one time!

I think God I did what I did.

Anyhoo, getting sleepy...will share pix laterz.

Yesterday’s post-op showed some beautiful perky breasts! As the hours went by, they went from glowing tight melons to bruised battered softballs.
From the reviews I knew things look worse before they get better. So I went to see my surgical nurse only to be on the safe side.
She said to do very soft massaging on the top of the implant area but do nothing more than keep them clean and dry.
Here are pix fin this morning. They are a bit scary to me but no worse than what I’ve seen on this site for other folks.
I will just keep praying that everything continues to go smoothly.
Yesterday evening I had lymphatic drainage massage for the Lipo spots in my upper inner thighs and that was pure torture. The massage therapist and spent a lot of time reading some of the surgical fluid and directing it to escape through the lipo holes, Which she had to re-open because they had already started to close!
I am still overjoyed that I’ve decided to pass on the BBL revision because I don’t know how I would have been able to rest or get around with anything else.